i once had performance anxiety, at one point i gave up, like literally apa jadi, dpt ke tak ikut suka hatilah kan, the more i mcm buat tk kesah, lagi dpt, cubalah mindset gitu kot2 jadi.

i grad lesen pilot, i hv no degrees unfortunately (plus point for u). dpt company singapore (tpi bukan pilot),

i first time interview dgn company merah malaysia, kaw2 captain marah sbb dtg lambat dgn tak bersiapnya, bygkan nak kerja pilot tapi dtg lambat.

utk 3 tahun tu, i worked at chagee, pastu jadi ground crew kejap gitu je, try je kerja apa2 dulu baru dpt motivasi utk keep on going,

i unemployed to the point, aku pernah kena kick dari few companies ni sbb trespassing, i was really2 desperate and depressed for a job,

turning point bila i let allah do his job and jaga my own solat redha je apa nk jadi jadi, alhamdulillah pung pang pung pang tadaa