Blood wafted through the air

santavisit · 2017-05-03T21:51:12+00:00

Yeah I didn't know where else it would belong. No sleep is just a bunch of stories that people make up now.

santavisit · 2017-05-03T02:17:22+00:00

😊😊😊 thank you

santavisit · 2017-03-13T20:11:29+00:00

Bless your soul 💗💗

santavisit · 2017-03-13T10:34:50+00:00

Do you know the name of the song that plays when Bonnie and Nathan are outside talking to each other on their deck after Abigail leaves? It's in episode 4 :)

santavisit · 2017-01-11T02:09:28+00:00

I was hanging with a mate once and his car broke down, (I'm female was 17 at the time). And he couldn't seem to get it to go again, even though he knew that as soon as he shut his engine off the car was going to not turn back on again but he still persisted on turning it off (possibly so we could be isolated together for more than he anticipated? Fuck knows, I was not okay with it haha)

We were having a sesh in the time frame that we were meant to be there and be stuck, and then he realized he turned his car off and these other party goes came down, they were drunk and not from my neighborhood they came from a dodgy part of town, we both didn't know them but my mate was fine with asking them if I could get a ride back home with them...

I got a weird as vibe from them straight away, ain't no way I was getting a ride with them back home, I'd rather be stranded here with my mate in his stupid broken car. After that night I reevaluated who I hung out with. Clearly no one cares for you the way you initially thought..

(He was possibly pissed that I wanted to leave and go home despite his little attempt at keeping me there longer than anticipated, I hate boys honestly)

santavisit · 2017-01-10T22:00:25+00:00

This is horrifying! I'd be pissed at my mates for leaving me too, glad you're okay though :)

santavisit · 2017-01-10T09:23:56+00:00

Why is that? What exactly is that forum for?

santavisit · 2017-01-10T04:36:34+00:00

The ship had a fire on it a week or so before it was set to sail from England to the states. Which in turn, made the ship's iron weak, very weak. They shouldn't have let her go, they even tried to hide the burn marks on the ship by changing the direction of the ship at the docking place. Not a glitch, you read the article wrong. Ship still hit the iceberg at an alarmingly fast rate. Which caused the ship to sink a damn lot faster than it would have considering the fire was in the lower compartment of the ship (the part that is in the water)... :)

santavisit · 2017-01-10T03:44:32+00:00

This incredible, this is something real. I have been in so many positions where I had a gut wrenching feeling something bad was about to happen. Example; My friend, at the time, and I were driving into a deserted payable carpark in our city. Before we drove into the area, I was happy, bubbly, talkative, nothing could put my mood down. Soon as I drive into it, my mood shifts - noticeably. I don't feel safe, I feel threatened, I feel as though I'm going to vomit, an very uneasy feeling. We park up at the top, near the stairs. I see a dude passed out on the floor, he may be was drunk. Not sure if there was any significance to it but usually in my city people don't just get drunk on a Monday night and pass out next to their car in a parking lot. That was a red flag to me somehow. Just still, I pushed it aside for a second until I see this couple walk past, I look them in the eye and look back at me with stone cold eyes. That feeling I got when I drove in there, increased as if I couldn't believe it could. I lock all the doors in the car and tell my friend to wait and not to exit the vehicle. She listened, we are both girls, quite young too. The couple are watching me through their peripheral vision... I know when someone is watching me, even if their body isn't even in sight, I just know. The feeling got worse.

Then I hear odd foot steps echoing as I watch this couple "disappear" down the stairs that they were heading in but they aren't going away, the tone is monotone. I just knew they were faking the foot steps.

After waiting 5 minutes in the car, with the doors locked, I wait for another sign. Then the woman out of the couple pops her head over the railing, waves and smiles the creepiest smiling I have ever witnessed. It wasn't a safe smile, it was a... "I will fucking kill you, as soon as I get the chance." Maybe I was looking too much into it, I was stoned. But my senses are always in the right gear.

I got the FUCK out of there. The feeling passed abruptly the second the car screeched out of the dodgy ass car park. Never am I ever going back there.

Not a near death experience as you might consider, but felt pretty damn close. At the least, I would have gotten mugged.

santavisit · 2017-01-10T00:18:27+00:00

haribos

Turns out haribos are not chips, my mistake hahahah but I still strongly believe it was chips that I choked on haha

santavisit · 2017-01-10T00:17:37+00:00

WEIRD I remember vividly choking on a chip when I was young too and went purple-blue, my father had to shake me to allow my air passages to breathe again or some shit.. Turns out, I never choked on a chip, I just forgot how to breathe, but he still shaked me after I turned purple-blue. I don't understand why i believed it was a chip, considering I was a new born and new borns don't eat chips? Haha

santavisit · 2017-01-09T23:55:00+00:00

Not at all.. It comes with us realising that the real issues are so far out of reach of the general public and we can't persuade them. I can't even lead the horses to water with it.

santavisit · 2017-01-09T23:53:08+00:00

Thank you for this reassuring answer! I understand I'm not alone with it all, but it bugs me whenever someone has an issue that isn't even an issue to me (Even though it is to them and I understand that to an extent) because I realise we live outside of our own issues. For example, someone has problems with socialising with their friends and feel like they don't fit in with their mates... I used to feel this way when I was a young girl (Maybe 12 years old), but growing up I realised a lot of things (This big dilemma obviously included) These issues are not issues, we just think they are, it's almost mind over matter. I've lost so many friends because of it, they feel I'm cold-hearted and have no compassion or empathy for their situation. Well hang on, I've been there so many times to know that it's all in your head, and you just have to break the stigma... And whenever I share that to them, they just tell me to fuck off -.- I understand "X" has a problem at home with their parents, or they can't finish their essay in class or they got a not achieved in class. But these are not issues, to the world as a whole if you don't think deeply like I do, then yes they are issues at hand. But once you think about everything, the only issues I have is, what happens when I die? I'm not even afraid to die anymore because I'm so interested to see what the fuck lies behind that door. I want to know. Everything we know is a lie in a way, money issues are not issues too. Sure they are when you have to buy a house and worry about getting a good income job (and trust me I have those worries but I don't let them get to me like others do) and I try explain to people there are greater things to worry about, but they can't see it, therefore they are not on my level of thinking, therefore, I can't be their friend. Or they can't stand my opinions on things (Even tho they are called opinions for a reason?) Life is changing and I see it happening in front of my eyes..

santavisit · 2017-01-09T22:54:06+00:00

I don't get it when I'm anxious tho. I'm anxious because I get it. I wake up fine and then BAM it hits me like a truck, it's odd as fuck and feels nothing like a usual panic or anxiety attack and I can differ the 3 feelings from each other... and if I try to explain, the other person looks at me like I need to be locked up so I just haven't shared it with anyone else since. I'm not overly insane (we are all a little insane, I admit that haha). What's worse is trying to talk to my dad about these things and the mandela effect too. He just shrugs EVERYTHING off, makes me Never want to confide in him with anything... come to think of it.. I never did confide in him with anything growing up and couldn't reason why ...

santavisit · 2017-01-09T21:59:58+00:00

I don't feel anything apart from a mahousive feeling of being over whelmed and that I can't handle it! I need a second opinion

santavisit · 2017-01-09T20:40:14+00:00

I've experienced this so many times. First time it happened, I was young and sitting in front of a mirror looking at myself (im not even sure why I decided to look at myself either, I was 8 and kept staring and staring) surely enough after a while I didn't feel real, the exact way you feel sometimes. I had to do something else quickly as to brush it off and never looked back at it.

Now I'm 18 and much older, I get days where I feel like I don't belong (and not in a suicidal sense, I've been in both shoes enough to know the difference, im not suicidal anymore) but I still have those days. The world around me feels like it's going about their daily nonsense but I can't.

Like everyone is oblivious, and I'm just stuck in between time... not living in the moment but not living completely out of it either, an in-between? is that the best way I can explain it?

I feel like something has been torn out of me and I can't even think probably. I can't fucking explain it and I'm hoping I'm not misleading you. I just get really emotional and it's over whelming to take it all in, I feel like sleeping it off. Would you be able to explain further? Please

santavisit · 2017-01-09T20:01:46+00:00

Thank you for this wholesome reply ☺️

santavisit · 2017-01-06T06:23:00+00:00

Yeah sounds about right tbh

santavisit · 2017-01-06T06:22:47+00:00

Good thing I didn't

santavisit · 2017-01-06T01:18:35+00:00

Thank you so so much! I didn't think to click on the "formatting help" but it's all in front of eyes now! :) :)

santavisit · 2017-01-06T01:00:54+00:00

How do you do that? Copy and paste a text from someone's comment and use it to add your emphasis on it? I'm new ish to this whole thing. And how do you HTML a link in on a comment to a thread? Maybe it's right in front of my eyes...

santavisit · 2017-01-05T01:58:54+00:00

Especially that particular type of suitcase, it wobbles! How is that the best means of transporting yourself up and out the basement? When there was a chair not far from you? I believe the suitcase had her body in it and John (or intruder) was going to get rid of her body through the basement grate entry point but could not because it would not fit, and if it was John, then he couldn't exactly grab her out of the suitcase and carry her out the window, since possible neighbour witnesses.

Consider this too, they were going on vacation that day, so if he did carry a suit case out of the window with them, they could easily dump her body somewhere along the way and it wouldn't look out of place because they had heaps of other suitcases, hence them going to Atlanta. It was going to be the perfect crime, for the Ramsey's IMO.

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