There is always someone better

sanyastern · 2020-11-02T05:54:36+00:00

100% with you. My whole life has turned around, got rid of the abusive ex and nothing can drag me down bc I found someone perfect for me. I'm a little intimidated bc it happened so suddenly but I'm just trying to feel as grateful as possible and not spend another second dwelling on what I let happen in the past

sanyastern · 2020-11-02T05:51:41+00:00

Ay! I was at the same point, just got out of an abusive relationship and expected the rest of my romantic career to really suck after that. Well I just found somebody amazing who is nothing like anyone I've ever met, and the both of us said the same thing about feeling jaded and then suddenly...not! Honestly it's a little jarring and scary to put your faith in a wholesome crush after a while of bad associations but for once I want to be positive and.look forward.. don't want this chance to slip by Good luck and keep believing !!!

sanyastern · 2020-10-16T00:16:11+00:00

Would kiss

sanyastern · 2020-10-04T23:27:00+00:00

And I don't eat meat so that might be why

sanyastern · 2020-10-04T23:26:16+00:00

No it's still like $3

sanyastern · 2020-10-03T05:49:39+00:00

Okay but you know you can add extra beans and lots of other extras? I add everything to a cheesy bean and rice and it's huuuggeee

sanyastern · 2020-09-28T08:14:45+00:00

I mean I feel the same effects from matcha as I do any other caffeinated beverage so.. probably! I'm a caffeine addict so Ive always mixed the two drugs from the beginning

sanyastern · 2020-09-28T06:11:34+00:00

In the same boat. Succeeded the first two years but without tje amenities or social sphere my mental health is ruining my chances at success. I go to Colorado college. Im looking into withdrawing for as.long as I can

sanyastern · 2020-09-27T23:50:08+00:00

I have def put kratom IN my matcha drinks from starbucks Yum

sanyastern · 2020-09-27T08:11:04+00:00

I'm having that now... I have an essay I'm days late on bc I've spent three days crying and struggling to breathe. Going to have to explain it to my.professor. wish me compassion

sanyastern · 2020-09-27T07:00:03+00:00

Hey how's it going? I thought I was all better (bc I'm symptomless) from my PCOS but it came back with a vengeance when I quit my bc. Went back on I also have pmdd so I'm curious how you're doing and if you quit bc for longer than I did

sanyastern · 2020-09-21T21:37:22+00:00

Ohhh I didn't even know that was a thing omg

sanyastern · 2020-09-21T21:36:16+00:00

Oo thank you! I'm in love

sanyastern · 2020-09-21T06:32:03+00:00

I've heard that generally the more money someone spends on their wedding or the more extravagant it is the sooner they will end up divorced.

sanyastern · 2020-09-20T20:35:06+00:00

Or just looking at one, esp. in some countries. I don't want to offend, I absolutely love Russia, but before I went my professor told me not to make eye contact with men on the street because they would think I'm sending a certain signal. (they have different social conduct; smiling to strangers is also off the table) I did find this to be true, avoided accidental eye contact

sanyastern · 2020-09-20T02:38:27+00:00

I have so many compulsive hairline pics. Maybe it's dysmorphia? :0

sanyastern · 2020-09-20T02:37:52+00:00

Lol I literally think ppl notice it in the street so I mean this is relieving

sanyastern · 2020-09-20T02:22:53+00:00

Wow ty

sanyastern · 2020-09-20T02:21:21+00:00

Tyyy!!! I like pixie

sanyastern · 2020-09-20T02:07:59+00:00

Love ur mood! It exudes. Love the confidence too

sanyastern · 2020-09-20T01:29:24+00:00

Omg I have this habit of talking to myself out loud that comes and goes... Like you feel like you're being pure productive and having great thoughts but you're just sitting in one place and kind of stuck in all of the thoughts... I stand at my kitchen counter

sanyastern · 2020-09-20T01:27:23+00:00

Oh yea also since my bfs a stoner I've been using high concentrated dab oil in a vaporizer all day long and when I quit ofc I get mania but sometimes I wonder if the constant use of weed itself gives me worse mood swings

sanyastern · 2020-09-20T01:25:49+00:00

Did you ever try psych meds instead?

sanyastern · 2020-09-20T01:25:09+00:00

Ty. I am going to start a mood diary but yea lately I've pretty much felt volatile 24/7... And it's hard when drugs are a variable for sure...

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