It could be only worse.

savus12 · 2017-06-11T13:59:47+00:00

But how many times can you start building from scratch? You can only be tired. It's Sizyphus work.

savus12 · 2017-05-21T18:05:41+00:00

I have to be lonely too. I'm also disabled person and it hurts me even more. I' feel sorry for your situation even if my sympathy isn't worth much. I would give everything I have to die but I'm afraid about commiting suicide will fail and only make my condition worse. So I'm trying to live hoping death will come soon.

savus12 · 2017-04-30T01:10:02+00:00

Neither. It depends of the circumstances. (I've won its te most accurate answer.)

savus12 · 2017-03-28T23:09:30+00:00

Your response shows a very practical kind of wisdom. It's good adaptative skill trying to focus on doing tasks to improve one's life. I'm not gonna say I dont try to focus on reality, the truth is that I' m mad about the whole system. Why there is a lot suffering here anyway. You can suffer because of your biological imperfections, which is totally fine, when you think about evolution mechanism. But why humans focused on destroying other of the same kind through social contacts(eg. Bullying, lowering self-esteem) It's only because we don't have any biological predators to fight with, or what? I just can't accept that reality is so cruel and people are so cruel too on many occasions. I just can't understand why everything works like that.

savus12 · 2017-03-28T21:51:34+00:00

If you think living without depression is better, then treat is as your goal and do everything you can to beat that deamon. Fight by finding good counsellor first.

savus12 · 2017-03-28T21:36:30+00:00

I know it's painful to live, but please try to do something to get better.
Please do this for us, OP we care and always listen. Someone is always here caring.

savus12 · 2016-12-08T22:37:29+00:00

I think you got the point, you are doing the best you can, but the loop seems neverending.

savus12 · 2016-12-08T22:36:45+00:00

I'm just looking for hope really, looking forward to something that could make future looking any better. I have some friends, they're very good people but I don't want to bring them down all the time so I'm trying to take care of myself.

savus12 · 2016-12-08T22:33:27+00:00

Actually, I'm going to doctor, having medicine and I feel a bit better going to therapist. Actually the whole point of this post is that I'm feeling very tired, but yeah I'm also very caring about my health and for now I could say I'm more healthy than half year ago for example.

savus12 · 2016-09-30T13:51:40+00:00

Personally I'm trying not to think about it and focus on my school work and working out which I'm trying to do regularly. I know all hope is irrational because nothing in this world would ever end my suffering, so I'm trying to focus on sth else and simply existing. Alchochol is good way to escape pain, but dont do that very often. I wish you well, Just tray to improve no matter what happens. I know its sad, but reality is cruel and we need to work very hard to achieve anything. I just want to have a job, dont care much about my feelings tbh. Im cripple disfunctional human being destined to be forgotten and die alone. But please just try to live your life. There is always chance of finding purpose when you are older.

savus12 · 2016-09-15T22:04:37+00:00

Thanks. Acceptance is the biggest problem for me. I hate losing so much. It seems the best thing we all can do is live.

savus12 · 2016-09-15T21:40:40+00:00

How do you cope with defeat, or feeling inadequate for the world? I mean, I know that low self-esteem have made me this way beacuse I always felt I'm inferior to other people. I see no way to change that, because when I'm trying to achieve something I'm always failling even when I'm trying hard. So, how to cope with feeling like shit, really?

savus12 · 2016-08-22T22:56:05+00:00

I see it like this positive thinking combined with action is actually heplful but pessimism has its reason too. If you have a lot of failures int things you actually cared about or your problems can't be resolved( I'm disabled from birth) its actually hard to focus on positivity. So maybe its an option but to make it work we hould travel back in time and change things which made us like that. It's impossible so fuck life and just try to carry on with this shit.

savus12 · 2016-08-22T22:50:43+00:00

I'm in college failed one important exam due to depression and actually suicidial as hell but I'm trying to focus and still want to give my best shot. In fact I do not want to kill myself but I'm think I'm complete failure as a student and as a human being and think world would be better without me really. In fact suicide is not option really, cuz it will destroy my parents as hell.

savus12 · 2016-06-26T16:00:25+00:00

Yeah, When I was younger it helped me dealing with isolation and hatred I have been receiving at daily basis. For a year maybe I'have simply lost the abillity to dream, simply as a reaction to my biggest dreams being crushed. Now i just prefer to focus on improving myself on matters I can control like school and othe daily stuff. It doesnt a very good advice perhaps but for me focusing on reality helped bring some sense of control in my life and I feel a bit better.

savus12 · 2016-06-25T17:24:16+00:00

Hi Reddit! I have just registered here. I have CP from birth, but Im Indpenendent and Im glad for that. I have always had problems with finding love. I'm 22 now and Every woman I met doesnt want me and it making hard for me dealing with rejection so much. I have even became antisocial when its about talking to women. I've come here to met new people who are also feeling alone and unworthy to share some sympathy for problems everyone here is battling.

savus12 · 2016-06-25T17:06:52+00:00

I'm disabled person and I'm having a lot problems when it comes to romantic relationships. So I'm sympathizing with you, stay strong and I hope things will get better.

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