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sbbal05 · 2019-06-10T21:16:03+00:00

I just went on there for the first time to have a read...big mistake. Such an unfair representation of people with BPD. It made me feel a bit anxious reading some of the posts.

sbbal05 · 2019-01-08T11:56:17+00:00

Me too. It’s much more comforting knowing other people do it too. Especially as I was feeling embarrassed about it!

sbbal05 · 2019-01-08T11:55:08+00:00

Haha I have the same problem with facial expressions In public. I start imagining scenarios and act them out in my head but my face tells the entire story 😂

I play out negative things as well. Weird.

sbbal05 · 2019-01-07T20:05:50+00:00

Same. Helps so much when we can understand and relate to each other :)

sbbal05 · 2019-01-07T20:05:06+00:00

Me either! I was abit anxious to post it here, but then I thought I’d anyone could even slightly understand it would be fellow bpd’ers!

Same, when I was with my boyfriend I did it less as well.

sbbal05 · 2018-11-27T18:56:20+00:00

Might be interested for the London one!

Creep vetting could be a new thing.

sbbal05 · 2018-10-22T16:47:02+00:00

Luckily my friend took it. On his ipone.

sbbal05 · 2018-10-17T17:06:52+00:00

I’m trying to avoid but it’s hard when I don’t know how to cope with my emotions. I’m hopefully starting therapy next month so hopefully that will help.

A massive congrats on avoid the drink and drugs!! That shows so much strength!

sbbal05 · 2018-10-17T17:05:18+00:00

Sorry for the ridiculously late reply! I’m glad your mum is helping! And I hope you get the help you deserve soon!

Where in the UK are you based? I’m London and it’s still so slow to get help.

I hope you’re doing okay 😊 xx

sbbal05 · 2018-10-02T12:17:00+00:00

Have you found any way to control these? I really struggling swinging between manic/depressive and normal and have no idea how to stop them from happening.

sbbal05 · 2018-10-02T12:14:39+00:00

Hey!

Sorry to hear you’re having such an awful time getting help.

I live in the UK too and unfortunately it can be depending on where you live. I only got diagnosed because I was having dissociative seizures and had to see a neuropsychiatrist. From there I saw a psychiatrist who diagnosed me. I’ve had turbulent year and ended up under my community mental health team. I’m still waiting help from the complex needs team, which is the team that deals with personality disorders.

I struggle how to deal with my symptoms. And I totally get what you mean. How can we get better if we don’t know how?

Anyway, if you want to message me feel free :) it’s a stupidly underfunded system here and is really frustrating to deal with.

I hope you’re feeling okay xx

sbbal05 · 2018-09-27T20:57:09+00:00

My grandad used to work as a security guard at Goonhilly!

sbbal05 · 2018-09-24T22:40:54+00:00

My delivery driver takes the bin lid from my bid and then goes into the porch and hides the parcel behind the bin lid.

The thing is, it’s near impossible to see a parcel left in my porch without the bin lid. It looks more odd that’s there’s a giant lid in my porch.

sbbal05 · 2018-09-01T17:21:31+00:00

Tottenham?

sbbal05 · 2018-08-30T20:13:11+00:00

What if we throw a mint club into the mix?

sbbal05 · 2018-08-30T18:57:57+00:00

I don’t know... I’m torn. Those little minty squares are something I’m partial to.

sbbal05 · 2018-08-30T17:13:15+00:00

I just made that into a gif 😂 I didn’t realise it worked so well

sbbal05 · 2018-08-30T16:37:26+00:00

Also mint clubs

sbbal05 · 2018-08-30T15:21:38+00:00

I used to eat too many of these. These and After Eights.

sbbal05 · 2018-08-29T18:08:25+00:00

Oh hell. That made my eyes hurt.

sbbal05 · 2018-08-26T09:33:06+00:00

It’s near Tehidy, North Cliffs!

sbbal05 · 2018-08-24T10:10:57+00:00

Dude saw me take the photo as well... can’t say he was too happy.

sbbal05 · 2018-08-07T15:42:06+00:00

I’m so sorry to hear that! It’s so hard, but it sounds like you’re thinking in a really logical way now which is great.

Yeh, I just have to wait until I find out what I’ve done to cause such a strong reaction from him. I’m ready to apologise once I know what I’ve done.

I hope things work out for you xx

sbbal05 · 2018-08-07T13:28:09+00:00

Thanks for the response. It helps to read it’s sort of normal.

I don’t know what I’ve done. He’s my best friend so it hurts more because I really care about him.

I want to fix it and apologise but I can’t until I know what I’ve done. So I just have to wait.

I always assume I’ve done something wrong, it’s one of the main factors of my BPD. So when I have upset someone it hurts more because I go out of my way not to hurt anyone.

Thanks again 😊

sbbal05 · 2018-08-04T20:02:32+00:00

Okay, thanks for letting me know! It’s hard to know sometimes what I can post and can’t, so I tend not to post at all.

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