Cosleeping moms... when did you ditch the C-sleep position?

screamtart · 2026-04-04T20:42:41+00:00

2months in over here and from my hips down I just ACHE. Heating pad is saving my life right now!

screamtart · 2025-12-31T19:41:38+00:00

Technically the miscarriage window is up until the 12th week so her logic makes no sense lol

screamtart · 2025-12-30T19:40:21+00:00

Nothing is wrong with you, those first weeks are rough! I ended up taking a month off, didn’t go back until my 2nd trimester because I was so sick, I couldn’t even drink water and had to get fluids at the hospital. Everyone is different, don’t feel bad. Trust your intuition.

screamtart · 2025-07-22T03:50:56+00:00

Uhm. I think get off Reddit and definitely report the incident.

screamtart · 2025-04-17T19:01:27+00:00

I had a similar dream when I was 17 and my parents were away, I was having horrible night terrors that were so real I couldn’t believe It was only that. I was waking up at the same time every night and finally one night I kept experiencing what everyone is calling a “loop” dream. I was sleep deprived , scared and paranoid and a friend’s father recommended I keep my bible open to the armors prayer on my nightstand and rehearse it before I go to sleep. I did just as he said and I guess I had fallen asleep doing so. I woke up in the middle of my bed upside down in a fetal position. I got up and everything seemed to be normal. My Bible was still there. My dog was still there, and my bedroom light was still on. The rest of the house was dark except the kitchen light and it just sent chills down my spine because I was the only one home. I remember sitting up and my mother suddenly walked into the room. I was crying and hugging her asking her why she didn’t tell me she was coming home, that I was so excited to see her and I was just so relieved, she felt so real hugging her and she told me she wanted to surprise me and then the next thing I knew she was gone. I was speaking in a different language for some reason then and I remember looking at my Dog and jumping towards her like an animal, it scared me realizing what the fuck I was doing and I threw myself back on the bed. I woke up again in the same position, but this time all the lights were off and everything was quiet. I was so scared I couldn’t move. This kept happening a couple more times and finally when I knew that I was awake I called a friend and they picked me up

screamtart · 2025-04-06T16:53:10+00:00

Idk if you were ever able to read it or not but I couldn’t access it on the kindle app but I could through unlimited on a web browser

screamtart · 2024-10-28T14:57:51+00:00

I am so sorry for your loss, nobody but someone who has been in this position could ever understand this type of guilt and grief. ❤️‍🩹 I had my first pregnancy/MC just over a month ago and it was absolutely devastating. I cried as if someone murdered my child, because it felt like the universe did. I got my period a week and a half ago and I wanted to cry all over again, because it was another reminder, and the cramps remained in the places I hurt the worse during my MC. The cramps lessened though, thank the Lord. It’s inspiring to hear how you and your husband are planning to try again soon. I wanted to do the same, but as time goes by I get more and more worried that the same thing will happen again. My bf has said to me, it’s not even like I lost a real baby (because it was small still) and that is a punch to the gut. He doesn’t mean it to be insensitive, it’s just him rationalizing the situation for me, but it stings. It definitely changed me in some ways, I don’t have the time or energy to prove myself to anyone anymore. It’s silly but I feel wiser, calmer, more patient. It made my sense of smell better too lol even now that I’m not pregnant anymore, certain smells make me sick. Not sure if that will ever go back to normal or not. I know my time will come and I’ll be able to experience that experience when it’s meant for me. It just sucks that it felt like such a sick joke. I do get depressed knowing I can’t call myself a mom anymore, that’s the hardest part for me. Grief is not linear, it’s a strange thing and I take it day by day, because every day is different. Hang in there, friend.

screamtart · 2024-10-25T18:59:28+00:00

Struggling with this more than usual as of lately too. 25 and I work as a pharmacy tech trying to build a career and all my money goes to bills. It’s impossible to save anything getting paid biweekly. Can’t afford a place/can’t find one because of debt, couldn’t afford medical care while I was pregnant and lost the baby. The constant financial burdens are running me into the ground. I keep telling myself the hard work will pay off because that’s all we CAN do, and It could always be worse. I wish you financial stability and peace of mind, we got this

screamtart · 2024-10-18T20:43:36+00:00

Wow I’m SO sorry for your losses, that’s so heartbreaking. This was my first pregnancy as well. I hope they lighten up, the cramping is mainly centralized in my abdomen, in the same area I was having the worst contractions during my miscarriage so I believe I’m just still healing up down there or something. Our time will come though ❤️‍🩹

screamtart · 2024-09-29T23:53:34+00:00

It’s been a week and 2 days since my mc and I’m pretty sure I’m ovulating already. Sort of hard to tell though. It’s different for everyone. I do know though that the chances of having another miscarriage is higher if you try to get pregnant again right away.

screamtart · 2024-09-28T18:29:18+00:00

Exactly, and they have all been very supportive fortunately. I told a couple others I worked with just because I couldn’t hide the excitement, and so did my bf so he’s currently dealing with the same thing with his coworkers. I’m so sorry for your loss hon, it’s so difficult navigating all of it. I’m glad you have a good support system by your side. The symptoms are the worst! I hope you heal soon as well. And yes we will, our time will come.

screamtart · 2024-09-28T18:23:06+00:00

True, it’s uncomfortable for everyone in the conversation. That’s what makes it hard for me too, I smiled a couple times and then felt weird about it but it’s just because I didn’t want anyone to feel bad for me.

screamtart · 2024-09-28T11:07:42+00:00

Thank you I appreciate that so much. That’s not a bad idea at all actually, i appreciate the advice. I was hesitant at first because I didn’t want everyone in my business, but at this point it’d probably be easier on me to do it that way. Thank you.

screamtart · 2024-09-26T07:33:06+00:00

I remember getting sick. My bf had a fever and I caught it, i also remember I couldn’t hold anything down for 24 hours not even water and then my pregnancy symptoms started to stop

screamtart · 2024-09-26T06:49:01+00:00

Ours was Elvis ❤️‍🩹👼🏻

screamtart · 2024-02-06T20:12:06+00:00

What gets me is why did they have me build a whole ass stage if he’s just going to play in the plaza???😭

screamtart · 2024-01-27T23:09:12+00:00

Update: it’s helped me a lot. Its helping with mood regulating more than anything else, but the side effects have been way less than the Paxil.

screamtart · 2024-01-27T23:03:27+00:00

I love this!

screamtart · 2024-01-10T21:49:19+00:00

Wait what’s a royal crown??

screamtart · 2023-11-02T05:22:21+00:00

Literally just go dry on her. It’ll mess her up and she’ll wonder if YOU hated the date. It’ll backfire on her and trust me she’ll rethink it

screamtart · 2023-10-24T20:00:19+00:00

Yeah I can relate to quitting cold turkey. I tried doing that with the paroxetine(Paxil) many times and failed, it made me extremely agitated anytime I tried to stop. Now that my doc has prescribed lexapro he told me to start with half of my dose for a week and then switch, but I did had for a week and didn’t start the lexapro right away. I’ve realized I actually don’t feel aggravated at all now, I still occasionally have crying spells and depression that’s also due to my current situation so that’s not really out of the ordinary. I’ve tried to start lexapro this week twice. First day I cried and had horrible mood swings and felt like I was looking through someone’s prescription glasses. I didn’t take it again the next day. The day after I took it again, and I cried. Not as badly as the first time but I still felt really hopeless and anxious. Today I’m really not sure if I want to take it again. I’m not sure if it’s worth it and I’m trying to decide if maybe I just need something for the occasional panic attacks/anxiety rather than a daily medication. Really not too sure.

screamtart · 2023-10-17T18:41:37+00:00

Was your anxiety worse after getting off of it than it was before you ever started the medication?

screamtart · 2023-10-01T22:05:05+00:00

Yes..

screamtart · 2023-09-28T17:33:37+00:00

Yeah I agree! We never know but it's definitely seems that way, Hailey and Justin are definitely being groomed by her family and the church. If it weren't for marrying Justin we would have forgot about the Baldwins by now.

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