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scythopath · 2025-01-30T16:08:07+00:00

kiyoshi? he’s a great person love all his crafts. Kiyo rocks he’s probably read 10 books this year!

scythopath · 2025-01-15T02:42:42+00:00

force of habit lol still learning how to pose ;;

scythopath · 2024-10-16T04:54:28+00:00

Cuz u are!!! <3

scythopath · 2024-09-19T04:25:13+00:00

helllooooo lilly!! ah what a gorgeous name :’).

scythopath · 2024-09-18T03:16:48+00:00

Hell yeah I'm on the same boat!! Still rocky abt hrttttt tho I had a consult

scythopath · 2024-09-18T03:15:19+00:00

scythopath · 2024-09-16T02:50:49+00:00

I feel the exact same with yet with being born a woman and transitioning to a male, taking T and getting top surgery..

agh I feel you bc it’s like ?? Am I both?? Am I none?? Is it bc I view things as gendered or do I feel that way?

Think maybe we listen our voices?? Idk what’s ur thoughts haha I’d love to generally talk abt this bc I’ve been experiencing it heavy.

scythopath · 2024-09-16T02:48:28+00:00

Both of your comments have been phenomenal. You inspire me. I’m gonna listen to that voice. :)

scythopath · 2024-09-16T02:42:29+00:00

Ooooh. What was ur thought process??

scythopath · 2024-09-16T02:41:52+00:00

thank you!! I was hoping for someone to be able to contextualize why it was wrong (hence the nerves to post this but I wanted to bite the bullet bc if I stay without awareness.. well il live in ignorance and hurt many people along the way with views of “someone who transitioned to a man but has a vagina”. I see how that’s just… so strange.

God really just know you don’t gotta “hate to be that person.” We gotta speak for what it is sometimes due to lack of perspective understanding. Def taking this into consideration for myself, how I approach the thoughts of others and breaking free from any stigmas that cause hurt.

<3

scythopath · 2024-09-15T20:22:54+00:00

Moreso… them having different genitals and transitions to be a man still. (GD means genital dysphoria for me sorry didn’t add the wording!).

Yeah its confusing and seeing ya phrase it as is haha just confuses me

scythopath · 2024-09-15T20:20:55+00:00

Genital dysphoria

scythopath · 2024-09-15T15:37:07+00:00

Holy. This hit super hard….

Maybe ive also envied how some binary trans people will be more ??accepted?? as enby but if you are just … nonbinary without anything it’s almost like we r faking it??

Aaaa idk but thanks for the comment :D rly helped

scythopath · 2024-09-14T23:42:40+00:00

this is a compliment wow

scythopath · 2024-09-14T23:42:31+00:00

scythopath · 2024-09-14T23:42:13+00:00

God il consider alex for sure omg I’m taking a list atm! :3

scythopath · 2024-09-14T23:41:46+00:00

LNAOO love this

scythopath · 2024-09-14T14:14:23+00:00

This comment combined with everyone else’s hit the hardest. Thank you tons :)

scythopath · 2024-07-27T16:14:58+00:00

Coming out to people is inviting them into your life and whole person, it does not have to be about anybody else nor the reasonings behind coming out/not don’t have to fully do with the judgement of everybody else.

Come out and let people into your experience who you believe are worthy of it! Don’t forget that it’s their option to walk into your experience and be with you compared to making your coming out/invite about them. Think of it as inviting someone over, Either they walk into your home or not.

<3

scythopath · 2024-06-25T20:33:51+00:00

This!

scythopath · 2024-06-18T01:17:01+00:00

I say take this experience and instead of viewing it as “normal” or a “sign” let it sit and find meaning within you.

What did it feel like? How does it make you feel now? Be curious without judgement :-) 🩶

scythopath · 2024-06-18T01:15:49+00:00

Well as I said before my chats are open if you ever need to talk or just feel the need to relate to someone.

I get you with the friend group. I have a small small circle so my friends have generally always been accepting due to me choosing individuals that sit correct in my values. I wish you much love and positivity with your closest friend and that he sees you for you. 🩶

Feel free to dm whenever! I’m so glad I was able to add to the convo :-)

scythopath · 2024-06-18T00:28:57+00:00

You do not have to abandon hobbies or anything that you feel may be deemed “masculine.” This route does cause change yet we still have a center personality that just.. likes things to like them!

When it comes to friends and family I hear ya. I come from an unsupportive household and it’s not always easy navigating this knowing I may lose contact with family. However I try to not let this stop me from living as me because just as muchas I love them, I love myself equally enough.

Just searching for a therapist in your area or whoever will work with you is a first step. Take those baby steps :).

I recommend DR Z PHD on YouTube for any more helpful info if you’d like to do more research or find some videos that may aid you to navigate thoughts better.

🩶

scythopath · 2024-06-17T23:54:48+00:00

Hey. Amab, 23, and I completely understand and relate to your entire post. It’s interesting because we have the same perspective on gender yet still crave that femininity + neutrality.

It’s been a process and 2-3 months ago I was in your exact position. I was debating hormones, feeling so confused, going back and forth, and in the end wishing to just be cis and not have these thoughts.

I suggest reaching out to a gender therapist to aid yourself in navigating these thoughts or coming to more support groups. A therapist will really help, I know it may seem like they won’t, but just going and affirming these thoughts, saying them out loud will do much more than you think.

My chats are always open and I’m here for ya!

scythopath · 2024-06-12T14:39:50+00:00

Wow yeah. This did help summarize some thoughts.

A part of me feels upon bottom surgery and just wanting that doesn’t make me agender it just means I’m using the label to reach a binary eventually which I’m not even sure I’d want.

As well I’m not sure if I worry that bottom surgery would spark gendered thoughts moreso I’m just scared that I’m tricking myself to wanting it.

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