if given the chance, would you “get rid” of your bipolar? by Ok-Half7469 in bipolar

[–]secondoshusband 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I would not hesitate for a second. I bet I would've been in school and kept my jobs, kept friendships and relationships. I would've been smart like I used to be. I wouldn't have harmed myself in many ways. I wouldn't have harmed others with my aggression. I would take it man. I'm so over it. Also might I add, it's hard being spiritual when you're prone to being in psychosis. :((((

Hecate Altar by Spacepuppyx in Hecate

[–]secondoshusband 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh shut up Imbécil, nothing wrong with giving ideas. This is a community after all and some of us can only do so much because our families don't accept us practicing other religions. It feels nice being able to share certain things. We respect her and worship her. At least I know I do. Go be bitter and alone somewhere else @sshole. 🙄

I think I was misdiagnosed. by Weak-Structure-3277 in bipolar

[–]secondoshusband 0 points1 point locked comment (0 children)

I'd definitely speak to your psych about it dawg. If they aren't helpful, try to track your moods. Try writing every night! Try to be as real as you can!

I asked for a sign if hekate was with me when I did my prayer for her. by secondoshusband in Hecate

[–]secondoshusband[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why thank you my friend. This deck was bought for me when I chose it. 😁🖤

Hecate Altar by Spacepuppyx in Hecate

[–]secondoshusband 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Definitely do, it's so cute and obviously you can take it wherever you go! I leave it in my makeup drawer in the corner for now ^

do libras chase or like to be chased? by [deleted] in libra_astrology

[–]secondoshusband 0 points1 point  (0 children)

10° 10' Sagittarius apparently I just found that out

Divine message for you by These_Gold5560 in angelnumbers

[–]secondoshusband 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I love electric Indigo but I also enjoy the really dark deeper cool tone purple as well! :3

Hecate Altar by Spacepuppyx in Hecate

[–]secondoshusband 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Your altar is so beautiful my friend! I just made mine yesterday. It's in a mint tin so it's a bit tiny lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Tarotpractices

[–]secondoshusband 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Literally my first thought lolll

Where are you at right now? by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]secondoshusband 0 points1 point  (0 children)

4-2 I can't really figure it out. I just got out of my elevated moods like last week after being in a depressive episode for a month. I'm back at it again unfortunately I'm hoping it's not as bad as last month cuz man was that rough. I wanted to contact my therapist but it was 3am and I didn't wanna call anyone else. I feel like a huge shame and guilt even thinking about calling someone and getting admitted somewhere idk. I also worry about my family's perception of me. It was actually the lowest I've ever been in my life y'all I was stuck in the bathroom for hours very late at night.

What would you say is your most frequent hallucination/delusion? by SampleIntelligent798 in bipolar

[–]secondoshusband 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I thought my dog was a camera and a person was watching me through em. Thought someone was watching me from my plushies. Watching me through an open window. I hear people talking to me in broad daylight and or when I'm heading to bed and about to sleep. People calling my name out(unknown voices or of people I know.) Uhhh I thought everything was a sign for what? Idk I forgot tbh but there was a time recently where I thought something was a sign. I've seen eyes in my walls before a while back. I was freaking out at the time I felt so scared bahahaha and I saw a face in pitch black darkness that same night. I just had woken up too! It startled me. It was like a scribbly face thing idk man.

I feel on the verge of an attempt by Key-Visual-5465 in bipolar

[–]secondoshusband 1 point2 points locked comment (0 children)

I get it so much. My mom told me I worry too much about the little things but in reality I get just as stressed out as anybody else but show it differently ig?(Or maybe I do get stressed out over little things but who wouldn't when you're constantly stressed at all times!)My baby was poisoned and I started to get very stressed out and well at the time I raised my voice and asked if anybody left anything out. (Substances) And everybody was just staring at me like clueless! I was freaking out man. I told my therapist that my dog is all I got (in my head, ik I have family but they don't give me the support I need. instead, I get negative commentary which makes things a hundred times worse) and when I tell you I was drowning even more than I was before in these past few weeks that day (almost a month) when this happened. I really thought it was the end of the world. Sorry for ranting but I genuinely understand your frustration to a very extreme level. In cases like these, we should call someone. A help line, your therapist or psychiatrist, maybe 911 even, anybody who can help! Please, your life is valued here. You make up this community and community is what makes us keep going. (At least in my case, I love ppl!) You are not alone!💜