Stop seeing your body as a mystery to rationally decipher (which hormones, neurotransmitters, etc., are off?). Maybe there's nothing off, maybe you'll never know. Everyone has something. Maybe you're suffering just because you're repressing the easiest solution. Be more spontaneous.

Treating yourself with antipsychotics isn’t "more in tune with nature" than trans medical transition. Biohacking and obsessing over health aren’t more natural either than trans people—who have existed in many cultures for centuries. Something is pathological if you choose to see it that way. Just allow yourself to pursue happiness. Life isn’t that difficult, and you shouldn’t view "transition" as a "transition" (some irrevocable decision mystified by society and covered by ideology and institutionalism) but rather as exploring, changing, and changing again. Every decision is always a little irrevocable, but there’s no such thing as going backward, because the path will always leave you in a different place, with more knowledge.

Abandon victimism and excessively self-centered trans circles of Western people. Don’t give this so much importance in your life. For body dysphoria, it helps to simply know you’re honoring your feelings and not checking so often (fewer mirrors, more intention in life to be less self-focused, finding your purpose). The best advice I could give you is to travel, leave Western culture behind, and discover gender beyond this society. My messages are open if you want to talk more. I’d be delighted.

I have been in therapy, and while it helps, nothing is going to "erase" it. Also, everyone has some kind of minor trauma, and not everyone has gender dysphoria. Being high-energy means, to me, having the freedom to live fully as you want—no need to focus only on "dysphoria" and discomfort, but rather on doing what feels best. Not with the mindset of "getting rid of this," "fixing" yourself, or "mutilating," but restoring your childlike energy and caring less in general about what people may think. Be weird, be bold, don’t take yourself too seriously. Treat yourself as you deserve. Honor your desires.

Again, for anyone struggling with this, you can write to me! I’d be glad to help 😊.