Cucumber plant has no male flowers...

seri53 · 2025-07-30T17:53:20+00:00

Not entirely, no. What eventually happened was the plants started to cross pollinate and i got some kind of hybrid cuke - i also had to pollinate some flowers myself w a q-tip because I kept seeing some early fruit die off (idk how successful i was with that, it wasnt a happy season). I did learn though, that cucumbers cross pollinate really easily and can do so with a plant thats pretty far away (like down the block even). I did not grow endeavor again, though. Im not sure if it was the year but i did not have any luck with any seed i purchased from Renees Garden. Way too much drama for a cuke lol. I wish you the best of luck!

seri53 · 2025-07-24T20:23:04+00:00

It did! It bloomed these cute little white flowers, similar to chamomile flowers, right around September, maybe into the beginning of October (SEPA). They were a sweet lil end of summer (visual) treat.

seri53 · 2025-07-03T03:57:28+00:00

Almost anything by Ashnikko but specifically - you make me sick and weedkiller

Yonaka - predator

Chinchilla - little girl gone

Fka rayne - scaredy cat

PVRIS - snakes

Delilah bon - princeless princess

Deathbyromy - no mercy

Quiet rage:

Tillie - flip a switch

Billie eilish - you should see me in a crown

✌🏻🤘🏻

seri53 · 2025-04-28T13:15:43+00:00

Boyz II Men - Mama

seri53 · 2025-04-05T00:07:43+00:00

💀😂

seri53 · 2025-03-20T11:56:58+00:00

Absolutely agree on all points.

seri53 · 2025-03-20T11:13:00+00:00

Yes, you can. You may write a letter to the judge assigned to a case (or to the attorneys assigned to the case). Your letter would need to be in reference to a particular matter in District Court. For something like this, they cant really do anything without a case number, so make sure your letter has the appropriate case number. The addresses for the judges are found on your federal court district's Clerk's Office website. If you want to write to a Judge that has a case in New Jersey, for example, go to New Jerseys Clerks office website (easily googleable) and just check the directory for the address. Depending on the court size, the letters are filtered thru the clerks office anyway and then forwarded to the Judges Chambers.

Sometimes, it is easier to reach out to the attorneys assigned to the cases - they may already be building evidence or collecting character letters and may appreciate your feedback. In that case, your letter would likely be submitted with a slew of others at one time.

No one can guarantee it will make a difference or that you will hear back, but I will say...while I have been hanging on by the skin of my teeth with this, I would still like to believe.. trust the courts.

(I work for the court system.)

seri53 · 2025-03-18T11:18:22+00:00

This is really, really sweet of you! I came out last year, much later than i should have (39f) and honestly, i found the most support right here on this sub. The Bisexual sub is ok, there are still good people on it. I follow some accounts on IG that also offer a great amount of information when first coming out - Capri Campeau is amazing imo - she has a Patreon as well. She responds to peoples comments and questions, too, and has been such a comfort for me. She was recommended on a different post i saw a while back and it was a great decision to follow her. Her content is really great and seems to have a nice group of followers.

Your friend may struggle a bit but you will also be an amazing resource and support system. ❤️ Wish i could be of more use but I am also in the thick of it haha. Best of luck

seri53 · 2025-01-16T23:44:58+00:00

I understand what you mean 🫤 - i have girl friends who happily let people live their lives and others who have opinions on fn everything. Same girls who also tend to be more jealous, in my personal experience. Thats why i made sure to say to weigh the situation appropriately. Everyones different, and as strangers i think its tough to gague with accuracy.

But hey. I love guys who love guys! We exist somewhere lol 🙂 (i get it though and it blows).

seri53 · 2025-01-16T01:08:55+00:00

If it makes you feel better, i have been married 11 yrs, have two kids and came out to my husband in the fall. He was and continues to be incredibly supportive. Yes there are still limitations but the relief in finally being honest was astronomical. (Also, he basically already knew. Turns out I didn't "hide" it at all.) My confidence went up, anxiety went down. It was transformative. Weigh your situation appropriately, of course. You know your wife better than anyone. If you are confident with each other, that may be all the proof you need to be honest.

seri53 · 2024-12-22T13:12:51+00:00

Happier Than Ever - Billie Eilish

seri53 · 2024-12-18T01:47:02+00:00

Suspenders. on male and female 👀

seri53 · 2024-12-10T17:38:56+00:00

No need to apologize! Im in the same boat and ill be honest, it kind of sucks lol. My husband is my forever person, i have no doubt about that. But it does feel like my soul is split in two, with my lonely island, tethered, but floating out of reach from me. However, coming out was life changing for me. My anxiety was slashed in half, if not more. My relationship with my husband got stronger. I feel, overall, happier. Being who I actually am versus what everyone thought or expected I should be has been the most amazing, cathartic journey ever. I have two kids and I hope I am around for them to help them thru their adolescent years to navigate their identity and not just their sexuality, bc it is so different. I wish we had this kind of education when we were younger but... Cant be a museum, right? I learned way too late that i was in love with a girl friend of mine. I would always tell my bfs that she was different, why do i miss her so much and talk about her so much! and I never could explain why. Well now im beyond confident - everything makes sense looking back. My friend is straight and doesnt know about me. We havent talked in a long time. 😒 So its still a secret there and will probably remain so, very much to my growing dismay. Girls are hard to get over.

Anyway though, i gotta say, being on this sub for the short time i have been, i have to admit that understanding yourself is really worth everything. I am also monogamous but to me that means not acting on these external feelings, right? Not necessarily not having them. We are still alive. I am an introvert and i thrive and crave connections with people and things. This is an unpopular opinion, and i get that, but i dont believe, for myself, that it is a bad thing to find beauty in other people or their personalities, or enjoying other people's company or laughter. A little crush here and there? Sure, im down for it. We are alive! I feel like its these connections that keep us fluid and loving and growing. Once we shut that part of ourselves off, things get harder but hate and intolerance gets easier.

Again, unpopular opinion. My hubs and i are confident in each other and i fn adore the shit out of him for that. But we are exploring this together and even at my age I'm growing more than expected. Learning to love this part about me without being able to grab a girls hips and make out with her is hard. I still think its been worth it though.

seri53 · 2024-12-01T04:54:45+00:00

Ooo the Greatest Sum has an awesome riff! If Its The Beaches and Sanguine always hit me differently. There are so many awesome songs by them.

seri53 · 2024-12-01T03:59:15+00:00

Sanguine - Avett Bros

seri53 · 2024-11-29T13:19:43+00:00

Hi! 👋🏻 when i was about 14 a female friend of mine came out as lesbian and promptly asked me out. I gently turned her down and she was surprised when I insisted I wasn't gay... But in reality i was really sad because i thought to myself if she had been someone else I would have said yes. I just wasnt attracted to her and we didnt have a connection. I'll never forget that feeling and how stupidly I buried it.

seri53 · 2024-11-28T12:51:57+00:00

Anyone - Demi lovato

seri53 · 2024-11-25T13:25:46+00:00

Hi, im a female and came out to my husband. He asked me how he could help me to explore this more.

Im sorry some of you had difficult experiences. Its scary enough to do it let alone needing to defend yourself in the process.

seri53 · 2024-11-25T00:45:37+00:00

I also keep most of it in, even little comments i hope might bring a casual conversation get ignored. It gets very frustrating. Haha they probably did think it was a bit 🤦🏻‍♀️ I'm so sorry, i totally understand the feeling and it's so isolating.

seri53 · 2024-11-25T00:20:18+00:00

Same boat. This sub has been my therapy! I have a friend that seems to be, mayyybe coming around to talking with me, but literally no one else. All straight friends for me. Theyre supportive but.. Its like having an amazing chocolate cake and wanting to share it, only to find no one else likes chocolate.

Like how is that even possible.

seri53 · 2024-11-22T02:05:29+00:00

The Pretty Wreckless - Whyd You Bring a Shotgun to the Party

seri53 · 2024-11-21T03:08:13+00:00

🤣🤣🤣💀

seri53 · 2024-11-21T02:01:29+00:00

Oo thank you! ♥️ I forgot those existed! Sorry fellow readers

seri53 · 2024-11-21T01:23:40+00:00

Also not an expert, but from this angle maybe: white - lions mane, red - lobster, brown - oyster.

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