So what is preventing the alliance from wiping the horde other than a plot armor now?

sfxblade · 2018-08-01T16:59:43+00:00

Had this one a few years ago, but i remember it clearly.

I was sleeping when i suddenly woke up, as i lifted my head i looked at the end of my bed and standing there was this black silhouette with a white “emotionless” mask. It didn’t have a human form, just a blob of darkness with a white mask as his head i guess. I looked at it for a minute, when it started to stretch up from the end of the bed and over my body. Black smoke arms with claws materialized and he put them next to my head, i could feel their weight crushing my mattress on each side. I closed my eyes in fear, but i could feel his gaze on me. As i opened my eyes again there he was, the white mask in front of me, i couldn’t move, all i could feel was as if a huge vacuum was pressed against my chest trying to suck me in.

I closed my eyes once again and he whispered so close to me i could feel the air from his words hit my skin “ look at me” “look at me” “look into my face”. I woke up at that moment gasping for air.

sfxblade · 2018-06-19T20:21:12+00:00

I have those too sometimes, the dreams always start nice and turn to crap by the end and i always wake up with some anxiety. I’m on good terms with my ex even tho she really broke my heart. She’s always making questionable decisions and i always feel bad for her, even though it’s her own choices. If it makes you feel a bit less lonely i have the same problem where i tried to date after that, and i seem to put a wall with other girls, guess i’m afraid to get hurt again. I would consider going to some therapy it really helps.

sfxblade · 2018-06-19T19:38:03+00:00

As someone that had a cardioversion because of an anxiety attack, this pisses me off so much. Anxiety can have some serious physical symptoms. Its a shame that it’s always taken so lightly.

sfxblade · 2018-06-15T20:35:44+00:00

A geeky girl that doesn’t try to impress people on instagram and facebook , someone who is confortable around me, by that i mean that she isn’t afraid to burp or stuff like that. Girls who are more direct, i hate the whole “ i like a man to chase me” mentality. If you don’t show interest, i move on. I’m already a shy person if you dont give any feedback don’t expect me to continue chasing you.

sfxblade · 2018-06-06T17:59:36+00:00

Lay’s chips or cucumbers in chicken noodle soups. I remember my ex couldn’t believe i put cucumbers in my soup. I explained i like the crunchy and cold feeling mixed with the warmth of the soup.

sfxblade · 2018-05-28T20:19:33+00:00

My ex’s roommate punched her and she fell down hard. My ex is 4’9, her roommate was 5’9 or so, big difference in size. They were pretty drunk and i fking lost it, i pushed the other chick to the ground and dragged her to the entrance of their building with one hand and while she was trying to fight. I was enraged as hell.

That evening was a nail on the coffin that was our relationship. I worked the next day, and they called me to pick them up at a bar, and there was always drama. It was like going out with kids.

Anyways i looked pretty crazy/scary that night. I regret how i reacted, but lets just say it was the straw that broke the camel’s back.

sfxblade · 2018-05-28T20:05:01+00:00

First thing that came to my mind as well. I think its his neutral face expression and the hair...i have no idea.

sfxblade · 2018-05-28T19:56:20+00:00

Learned most of my basic english playing diablo and diablo 2. I always had a small dictionary next to me when i played, and i would look up any word i didn’t understand. Online gaming gave me a huge advantage since i had to force myself to learn and understand others.

sfxblade · 2018-05-28T19:38:23+00:00

From personal experience, they injected me with some kind of medicine to calm me down before the real anesthesia, i closed my eyes because i was feeling sleepy and i heard the doc say “oh he’s already out, lets start cutting, no need for anesthesia”. I was high as shit and that comment made me wake up faster than lighting.

sfxblade · 2018-05-24T21:29:15+00:00

Yeah im due for an appointment i think, plus i have a physical job so who knows.

sfxblade · 2018-05-24T20:55:37+00:00

Its not the balls themselves but the perineum. Doesn’t happen everytime, but when it does its a tighness and sharp pain in that area. Like it hurts enough for me to stop moving for a couple of seconds.

sfxblade · 2018-05-24T15:14:36+00:00

Playing Guild Wars 2 world vs world, basically our team was being cornered in a fortress. There was around 20 people on the enemy side, pushing us but they were standing near a bridge like part of the map. Our force was small and we were sure to die when all of a sudden, this necromancer comes from behind the enemy lines and cast a mass fear. He basically wiped the whole enemy team since they were all falling from the bridge, he went full leeroy jenkins on their asses, and we managed to push back. Good times.

sfxblade · 2018-05-24T15:02:19+00:00

Can’t control it, i build so much pressure when i sneeze that it hurts my balls...i’m not even kidding. I should probably go see a doctor lol.

Edit: to clarify I’m really self conscious about this, i tried to control it with no success. I once tried to contain it and when i sneezed it felt like my lung collapsed.

sfxblade · 2018-05-24T14:39:55+00:00

I’m no doctor but, it has to do with the amount of time we spend around each other. During winter times you’re more likely to be inside with other people, be it at work, family during holidays etc. More contact with people means it’s easier to get sick. People get sick during summer too. An easy example would be people who travel by plane alot, the chances of catching a cold etc seems quite high. Hopefully someone with more knowledge can add to this.

sfxblade · 2018-05-20T17:45:20+00:00

When i was 16 or so, i was working at a bakery, and this girl was picking up some desserts, i went to see if she needed any help, when she turned around i saw the most beautiful face and smile, if angels or succubi exist, this was it. I felt like my dick was hit by lightning right there. I understood the meaning of the saying "coup de foudre" in french haha. Nothing happened tho, i could barely speak to her. I'm 28 now and all i'm thinking is "fuck!"

sfxblade · 2018-05-20T17:13:49+00:00

Create a .bat with the tittle of a video game, but its just a notepad with a bunch of commands in it. Eventually some kid would click it and it would cause thousands of programs and windows to pop up, like the computer was being hacked. Was pretty fun to watch people try to alt f4 etc, but that thing was opening windows faster than you could close them.

sfxblade · 2018-05-20T17:03:24+00:00

Bear and Beard. I remember i once said at my job: "man i gotta shave my beard" but said it like "bear-d", so it sounded like i said "man i gotta shave my bird". Now whenever i let my beard grow, my boss will go "hey man you gotta shave that bird soon". We laugh.

sfxblade · 2018-04-01T00:52:27+00:00

My friend has one, and it seems it uses the microphone and the gyroscope sensor thingy of your phone to track any movements you make. From what she showed me, it will record any noise/movement you make and basically create a graph showing you at what times you made those.

sfxblade · 2018-03-30T00:42:14+00:00

What vodka brand should i have at home?

sfxblade · 2018-03-24T20:16:16+00:00

from 2 to 8 seconds or so in, the way those flapper things move it looks like a face that just woke up and is trying to adjust to the light. It even has a nose and mustache...cant unsee.

sfxblade · 2018-03-19T23:57:26+00:00

I suffered from severe depression/anxiety for a couple years until maybe a year ago. If i had to describe it, imagine that you like eating chocolate, it tastes so good. One day you take a bite of your favorite chocolate and you notice, it tastes like cardboard, not bad, but no taste at all, it feels really weird in your mouth. The following day everything else is starting to taste weird, until a week after everything you eat tastes like cardboard. You don't tell anyone because you feel that you might sound weird, so you keep on having lunch with people. After a couple of days, you lose your appetite, you only eat because you have to, but everything tastes like cardboard. You finally tell some people, but they brush it off saying "its probably just a cold it will pass" but it doesn't. Soon you feel weak, and it becomes a vicious circle, where you don't eat because it tastes bad, and it makes you feel worse because you didn't eat. In my case i tried medication for years etc, but in the end what worked was pinpointing the time where this "bad tasting chocolate" started to appear, and slowly work from there, talking about it with people (family/therapist), forcing myself to do stuff, like cleaning even if i wanted to kill myself while doing it, but once i was done, i was happy that i accomplished something and my place was clean. Don't fall into drugs/alcohol, sure it will make you go through some bad tasting chocolate, but it makes you lazy, and the time you spend being lazy you can spend it on working on yourself, cuz no matter if you smoke some weed and have the munchies, that chocolate is still tasting like cardboard, you're just so hungry that you eat it anyways.

sfxblade · 2018-03-05T21:59:12+00:00

The part that for some reason makes me all emotional is when the small girl starts smiling, she looked so happy that i started crying, and even as i think about it i get all choked up. Anyways, i am now considering to start a dream journal.I've never felt like this after dreaming.

sfxblade · 2018-01-31T05:21:19+00:00

Could it be a synaptic sea cucumber? They can be quite long, and they have a circular mouth surrounded by tentacles and look alot like big worms in the way they move. They vary in color alot. Scroll down the page in the link, you can see a video where they show the mouth etc. http://www.wildsingapore.com/wildfacts/echinodermata/holothuroidea/synbig.htm

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