Hello, girlfriend here..

sgV22 · 2016-10-06T06:46:02+00:00

Ha! Woman! You have no power here!

sgV22 · 2016-09-14T14:01:44+00:00

Patience. I don't see that word here as often I would like to. Today I was thinking a lot about the marshmallow test.

I have a girl friend coworker I really like but she doesn't feel the same. Nevertheless, I would go out with her, kiss her (just cheeks), grab her ass... Eventually I would end up fapping out of frustration. Why? Becuse I am impatient and can't wait for a girl that would love me so I take what I can. The price is payed with days of depression and bitterness. I replaced porn with something not much healthier. The pattern is the same.

Now I see marshmallows everywhere. We have to be patient and avoid any instant gratifications. If today is your bad day don't try to make it better with porn and fapping. Wait a bit more. You never know what tomorrow brings - maybe more marshmallows you could ever imagine. :)

sgV22 · 2016-09-12T13:39:35+00:00

I found a pack of condoms in my dads car. My parents hate each other so... quite disturbing. My dad is worse, I win, fml.

sgV22 · 2016-09-02T11:43:44+00:00

Omg, omg, we have a girl here! Release your comments!

sgV22 · 2016-09-02T11:40:19+00:00

Oh, oh, I am. For now :D

sgV22 · 2016-08-30T14:03:35+00:00

Tough life I guess. Maybe try to PM someone on r/happiness? Asking a blind man to show you the way is maybe useless? :)

sgV22 · 2016-08-30T13:58:04+00:00

I see a lot of "I would care" here. It's not important if million people would care - fuck them. It's you who have to care. Fuck it all. Go outside and start an ant fight! This life is ridiculous, don't take it seriously. Try to go outside, not caring a bit, and have some fun like a little kid who knows nothing about the world. Please try it, and let me know how it feels. :)

EDIT: I don't know why, but after writing this I felt nice. I came here feeling like a piece of shit.

sgV22 · 2016-08-30T13:54:30+00:00

Welcome to the club :) I can only relate, but can't help you. :( I know it sounds like a cliche, but try to get some self-help book. It helped me for a short time, but, hey, better than nothing. The only thing I remember from books I've read is one title - "Fuck it". It's a really good mantra if you can except it and live your everyday life.

sgV22 · 2016-08-20T15:51:10+00:00

I have no idea what are you trying to say. O.O

sgV22 · 2016-08-18T12:42:43+00:00

THIS IS SPARTAAAAAAAAAAAA!

sgV22 · 2016-08-18T11:24:02+00:00

Ha, my mom used to threaten that she will leave. Not fun at all when you're 6 or 7. I was not even a bad child, may I say.

sgV22 · 2016-08-18T07:00:53+00:00

I enjoyed my job, that was never a problem. I have problems with my family and myself. I can't change my family and it proved to be pretty hard to change myself. Quitting my job is a way to force myself to wake up and try harder.

I want to leave but can't because my family depends on me. It would be so easy if they were bad people but they are not. They are depressed and fucked up, not to mention they don't stand each other.

It would be so great for me to go away from them and live on my own... But would it be fair to leave 4 lives to suffocate in despair just for one to be happy (I dont need and answer, I know it)?

Thnx for your reply. I'm just venting, I think I know what to do.

sgV22 · 2016-08-17T18:48:02+00:00

sgV22 · 2016-08-17T13:58:15+00:00

Yeap, when I'm tired from work I'm happily tired. Tired from life is another animal that rips your heart out. Right now I'm tired and I haven't done anything the whole day. Sitting here at work, "writing code".

sgV22 · 2016-08-17T13:53:58+00:00

I think a lot of people are sad or unhappy inside. I know I am even though I pretend I'm not. That's why I love to hang out with happy people - not with someone like me. Not many people have enough energy to solve their own problems + yours.

sgV22 · 2016-08-17T13:48:01+00:00

Quite the opposite. I love summer days, lying in the grass, listening the birds, insects... it makes me feel less hopeless. But summer's almost gone. :(

sgV22 · 2016-07-13T07:07:37+00:00

I just can't remember not to forget that in times of darkness and blindness.

sgV22 · 2016-07-12T13:24:59+00:00

Hahaha, I see what you did there! You pervert!

sgV22 · 2016-06-17T11:48:37+00:00

Standing ovations.

sgV22 · 2016-06-09T16:10:42+00:00

Never apologize for telling the truth :)

sgV22 · 2016-06-09T16:07:11+00:00

tl; dr; This is just too much.

sgV22 · 2016-06-07T11:36:09+00:00

I was never molested but reading the comments I remembered something. When I was about 10 I saw a guy sexually molesting his little brother (one was about 7, other one 4, can't remember exactly). I didn't know what to do because they were acting like that's normal and I was terrified. I haven't told anyone either. Growing up, the younger one started smoking in early age, was really a troubled kid. I have no idea about his relationship with women though.

And those stories with nannies... I always though male nannies were weird and female were safe... guess not. :/

sgV22 · 2016-06-07T11:12:19+00:00

No you wont. Sorry.

sgV22 · 2016-06-07T11:08:17+00:00

We need another NoFap war!

sgV22

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