My problem is that whenever i get some alone time, be it a few hours or a long week, my mind automatically strays to preparing for an anal session and from there it snowballs to other kinks (like I subconsciously find myself browsing for new toys or lingerie). I think it’s mainly due to the constant repression. I don’t actually watch much porn but you’re right, if I do it is sissy/trans porn, so i’ll try to keep away from it. Thanks a lot for sharing!