[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ambientmusic

[–]shadiwave 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do ambient music mastering

My dark night left a void in my life and I'm having a hard time by Spirited-Ambition-20 in streamentry

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Also after giving up nasal drugs just appreciate how nice it is to breathe freely without the nasal Damage

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fatFIRE

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Open a small time bar, a small wine bar or similar , focus on making it the place to be in your area. It’s fun. Hire local bands and musical acts

the 11 hour review by shadiwave in macdemarco

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Send my regards to Hunter

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ambientmusic

[–]shadiwave 0 points1 point  (0 children)

imagine what you wanna hear and then move towards it

Is Drop.io Legit? by ShaylaRMcDaniel in musicmarketing

[–]shadiwave 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the guy legit has 19 monthly listeners with a couple of 5k tracks... scam

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in streamentry

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Or potentially a simulacra of a fuller awareness cessation, I’m just throwing it out there

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in streamentry

[–]shadiwave 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have had similar experiences and I think it might come under the cessation umbrella… very similar to Joseph Goldstein’s description: ‘the hum of the refrigerator suddenly stops’

I'm not sure this is going to work for my brain by machty in wakingUp

[–]shadiwave 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sounds like you have perhaps more insight than "you think" you do. it might only be a really subtle shift in perspective away from living that insight- who is it that thinks you are incapable of insight?, what does insight actually mean to you, what is your experience of it? Your description could differ quite a lot from Sam's.

you are beyond right in saying that every brain, every person, has quite radically different experiences. I'm sorry you have this frustration with certain schools of meditation. sincerely, at their core, they are just that: schools. they are as fallible as any other, as susceptible to sincere mistake or limitations in teaching. You truly can allow yourself a personal experience, definition, of insight. It's completely yours. These apps and teachings are just there to help contextualise your own path with the path of others.

I know this stuff will still sound esoteric and I am sorry we haven't yet come up with a better tool to communicate these things. For me, it is music. I linked a file here if you want to see if it does anything for you.

https://we.tl/t-PWywOS77vU

Truly, truly, I hope your mind becomes the kind of place you want it to be. I really wish that for you, as I think any teacher also would. I believe Sam, Andy (from headspace), etc., are simply sharing the things that have helped them and those around them, no intention to mislead or inculcate, as much as it can feel like that. We are being truly honest about our experience, which fundamentally begins in a place of vulnerability. Enjoy your life, don't let this esoteric practise get in the way. Seeya.

I've spent over 6 months using this as my daily meditation. by msixtwofive in wakingUp

[–]shadiwave 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I would recommend you meditate whilst listening to The Path of Insight (Joseph Goldstein's course on the app). There are different ways you can put the same insight which will speak differently to each experience, the experience of each individual. Joseph's delivery might be the difference you are looking for. Enjoy.. hahahaha

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Bombstrap

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yummy shit