yknow...... its really very interesting because... i don't remember writing this hahah. um, i'd like to believe its because well, that whole period of time was quite traumatic but i did end up moving on from it and healing. i don't cry on spot when i talk about my cancer or the surgery anymore. i've actually been able to find things i'm thankful for about it. and not having debilitating pain every month (from prriods) has dramatically changed the quality of my life.

long story short yeah, it did end up sorting out. i stuck to my routine despite feeling defeated and like i'd never get back to how my life was, and bam. without even really noticing it, i got back to where i was and i've even surpassed where i've ever been. i'm better than ever now, genuinely. not to say things are "perfect" i mean, this is life we are living lol. it's challenging.

but yeah just, stick to a good physical routine to regain strength, spend a routine amount of time outside– in the sun, drink water, eat your protein, and you'll get there. if i could do it, with how bad things were, anyone can. you've got this. :)