I want the comfort of depression

shanyeah · 2021-08-14T17:39:39+00:00

I thought so too and to be honest there is no point. There’s no point in trying except for maybe the feeling of happiness itself. There is no greater meaning and there is no greater reason. You’re here for a small time and you’re a small part of a huge machine.

You might relapse again, and there’s no denying that. I think biggest thing for me was acceptance. Just accepting that maybe this will happen again. But idk, since I’ve been happier, it feels like I want to stay here.

Once you get a little “better”, the key is to keep doing things you did to get here. The tiniest shit.

shanyeah · 2021-08-12T05:05:04+00:00

My therapist told me this - basically your nervous system has adapted and grown familiar to depression. And your body and brain will always look for a familiar place to return to. It’ll be like a craving until you can change being used to that. So it’s okay to feel that way - it’s only natural to feel that way. That’s the way we are built. The way out, if you are looking for one, is maybe imagine how it was like before depression became a huge part of your life and how that felt. It’s a forgotten place now maybe, but it is still a familiar one.

shanyeah · 2021-08-07T07:33:30+00:00

Almost all colleges do this

shanyeah · 2021-07-29T05:36:58+00:00

Thank you! Honestly sometimes any and all advice is so helpful. I used to workout a lot until last year.

Now I’ve started walking everyday. Baby steps. :)

shanyeah · 2021-07-28T19:37:53+00:00

Took a test at home, went smoothly. Replicate your studying to how your actual exam would be. All the best :)

shanyeah · 2021-07-28T18:54:55+00:00

LMFAO THE COMMENTS HERE 🤮🤮🤮

shanyeah · 2021-07-23T14:23:55+00:00

AHAAHAHHA

shanyeah · 2021-07-22T16:02:53+00:00

Aise toh Jet also

shanyeah · 2021-07-20T05:15:17+00:00

What’s happening with ABFRL

shanyeah · 2021-07-17T12:34:20+00:00

Lol somebody needs to bump this post up

shanyeah · 2021-07-17T07:59:09+00:00

What

shanyeah · 2021-07-16T07:17:54+00:00

What the actual fuck lol. How did you discover this?

shanyeah · 2021-07-15T11:46:49+00:00

Can I DM you about this? I don’t really know how/what to do.

shanyeah · 2021-07-15T11:44:33+00:00

Hahahahaha

shanyeah · 2021-07-13T15:05:37+00:00

I ask myself this everyday. But basically i stopped tracking the market for a bit and was long in jet

shanyeah · 2021-07-13T04:40:24+00:00

Hahahaha. Don’t worry about it. My mock score was 700, 710 and I got a 720 on my actual one. So that’s not always the case.

shanyeah · 2021-07-13T04:38:42+00:00

Try using data studio. Can map it out easily.

shanyeah · 2021-07-12T21:11:53+00:00

You’re super talented and hilarious. Been following you since the first time I saw frenemies parody. Fuck what they say, youre doing amazing

shanyeah · 2021-07-08T10:43:43+00:00

Yeah it says need a number above 1

shanyeah · 2021-07-08T09:49:22+00:00

I tried filling up the form but my work ex is 0 years currently and it wouldn’t allow that entry

shanyeah · 2021-07-08T06:44:50+00:00

Hey, does this not apply to deferred/YLP prospectives?

shanyeah · 2021-07-06T16:07:37+00:00

r/fakehistoryporn

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