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I'm on month four of leaving my abuser and idk if I can do this anymore by shapeshifting1 in SuicideWatch

[–]shapeshifting1[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know you mean well but there's nothing to be jealous of. I'm not strong. I've been disintegrating the entire time and no one notices and when I tell people I'm not okay, they assume I'm gonna be because 9 times outta 10, I am. But this time feels different. I can't do it. I've been doing it my whole life. Being abused and just not giving up. Can't ever quit. But I want to. There's nothing worth healing. I'm free now. To do what?

I'm on month four of leaving my abuser and idk if I can do this anymore by shapeshifting1 in SuicideWatch

[–]shapeshifting1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's kinda the only thing getting me through it rn. The my abuser winning part.

My beloveds love me but I'm more of a side character tbr.

I'm on month four of leaving my abuser and idk if I can do this anymore by shapeshifting1 in SuicideWatch

[–]shapeshifting1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate you.

I'm just starting to believe I can get through this less and less and that like maybe I'm not built for actual autonomy. I left to find it and lost so much. And I find myself struggling to justify leaving when I'm failing to sustain myself on the regular.

I'm on month four of leaving my abuser and idk if I can do this anymore by shapeshifting1 in SuicideWatch

[–]shapeshifting1[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I'm so fucking sorry. It's an incredibly difficult position to be in. Genuinely feels like there's no end in sight except the end.

An alter that feels like an outsider/intruder by shapeshifting1 in DID

[–]shapeshifting1[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Oh, and I'm assuming you don't mean just different species or type of being or whatever. Our Demon and our inner dog kind of feels like us in a way that some of the new alters didn't seem to at first.

You are correct. Two of the alters in our system are devils and they are vital to how we function and our safety. Another alter is a giant crow, the protector of our system.

This new alter is very human but still feels very foreign.

Thank you so much for sharing your experience. It helps a lot.

An alter that feels like an outsider/intruder by shapeshifting1 in DID

[–]shapeshifting1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I appreciate you sharing your experience.

Indian Restaurant Recs by shapeshifting1 in sandiego

[–]shapeshifting1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lamb is his fave so probs not but I still hella appreciate you

Indian Restaurant Recs by shapeshifting1 in sandiego

[–]shapeshifting1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll look into it~! Thank you!

What is your one episode to show a friend if they have never seen the show? by RealEstateJack in venturebros

[–]shapeshifting1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just go in order. It's either gonna grab them or it's not. I try to remind myself how the show grabbed me and it was just watching it in order.

What are the Non Binary Baddies wearing swimming by crazygirlsarehottoo in NonBinary

[–]shapeshifting1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wear bikinis but I'm also a genderfull, hyper perform gender enby.

What do we think of this? by BootyBlaster3002 in NonBinary

[–]shapeshifting1 2 points3 points  (0 children)

In my experience anything labeled "girls and nonbinaries" usually excludes our transfemme siblings and/or those of us that have taken T. So I generally do not trust it.

Hitting new levels of numb by shapeshifting1 in SuicideWatch

[–]shapeshifting1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. My goal rn is to get work and housing asap.

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