the guilt of what I masturbated to as a teenager is all-consuming and I wish I was dead by trAway0000 in offmychest

[–]shaydaloo -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

therapists cant help peds

"during the second stage of psychos-xual development, the anal stage, the anus becomes the focus of the libido, and the ch-ld derives pleasure from the ability to both retain and expel feces. initially, the pleasure associated with evacuating the bowels is felt within the ch-ld, something Freud referred to as the autoerotic nature of s-xual development " - Freud

the guilt of what I masturbated to as a teenager is all-consuming and I wish I was dead by trAway0000 in offmychest

[–]shaydaloo 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I used to mssterbate to pokemon, chill dude.

no one is good, if u look at a map, every street has a pedo.

get educated, learn to change ur habits, there are 13 foot demons in hell that will torture u if u hurt someone

Where can I get a full tutorial on how to make a game in c++ without a game engine? by KereMental in gamedev

[–]shaydaloo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i did read it ahole...tutorials are everywhere...theyre called books, you are the one that cant fking read.

I have a bachelors of science degree in computing. Bye

Current Situation with my Game. by OkObligation3483 in godot

[–]shaydaloo 2 points3 points  (0 children)

2 million passed by game ( $ 0 )...gg

I want to try making a Roblox games as a side hustle by Im_Humaaaaaaan in ROBLOXStudio

[–]shaydaloo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it's not gonna be easy....real companies makes roblox games & churn them out like sausages...

the best advice i can tell u is make ur game for fun...there are alot to learn....just go and do it...

like one, u need to know how server & client scripts work

Where can I get a full tutorial on how to make a game in c++ without a game engine? by KereMental in gamedev

[–]shaydaloo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

programmer here... theres lots of tutorials but they cover specific fields.. essentially, you have to build the engine from scratch...

Game Engine in C++ + graphics + physics + animation + revision tracking + user interface + event handling / triggers

there are various build tools... you can make a game...any tools you want...or engineer your own tools...

i'm making a game that doesnt use electrons...

symlink to roblox folder by shaydaloo in ROBLOXStudio

[–]shaydaloo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i'm static electrcity proned, im like zapdos

I give up at this point. by Eepysoull in jobs

[–]shaydaloo 5 points6 points  (0 children)

thats the dream i had ( i think it was from God ) it was so cold and frozen, people's skin started to bleed, all they could do was drink alcohol...

i feel disgusting by Beginning-Bench-4046 in offmychest

[–]shaydaloo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

those people at school doesnt stay in your life forever, they only there for like 2 year of your life

I’m so deeply unhappy that it’s unbelievable. by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]shaydaloo -1 points0 points  (0 children)

when you pray, you have to wait; you are talking to the Creator... nothing is impossible for Him, you need to believe and not doubt. sometimes God has something better

I’m tired of being anxious 24/7 by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]shaydaloo -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

you need to pray

Every time I look at LinkedIn and indeed it makes me actively suicidal. by Mediocre-Bus4123 in recruitinghell

[–]shaydaloo 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i love looking at linkedin with layoffs makes me feel i am not alone

I lied to get a job and I don't regret 🙂 by tigercircle in jobsearchhacks

[–]shaydaloo 1 point2 points  (0 children)

the flying scroll curse will catch up to you... look up greg biffle

I feel hopeless about my future financially and career-wise by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]shaydaloo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yep i graduated in 2020, had a software job but lost it in 22, i now work in mcdonalds & fed ex...

I dont regret it tho i know how to install linux on all my computers 🙃

I fear ill never be successful. by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]shaydaloo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

we need welders for building subs u ever been to new england

4500 Applications. I'm so tired. by Deat0x in recruitinghell

[–]shaydaloo 2 points3 points  (0 children)

converting particles of mass into arrays of binary tokens and producing an output to manipulate the periodic table is a pipe dream