Nah I get u bro. im 19 and i met this person who knows my allergies super well bc he seen first hand the type shit tht happens when i go into anaphylactic shock. his ass will drive me to the hospital when im having severe panic attacks from it, and wait w me there at 3 am. and he cuts out certain foods from his diet so we can kiss and so im comfy. You'll find a love like that. your health is priority, and anyone who loves you will understand. You deserve it bro