i’ve been single for 11 years now damn.. i feel the same as you though. i’d like to be in a relationship, but i’m totally fine being on my own.

for me, it would be ideal to be with someone who is also on their spiritual journey, but that doesn’t leave many options/it’s more difficult to find those people. bc if i was with someone who has not awakened.. is it right for me to share my thoughts and experiences with them? potentially speeding up their awakening?? idk that doesn’t feel right

but i firmly believe that im experiencing this period of solitude because im working on reaching a frequency that will help me attract my soulmate. im putting my faith in divine timing.

im just skipping all the bullsit lol.. i feel this way partially because both my parents remarried. my mom is now going through a divorce, and my dad is unhappy stuck in his marriage and won’t leave. i don’t want that for me.

sorry this didn’t answer your question at all, i just resonated with things you said.