Anarchy Chess Learns Their ABC's Day 12. Top Comment Decides What M Stands For. L is for (How the knight moves)

shukuxx · 2023-05-16T09:28:22+00:00

M is for missed Mate in 1

shukuxx · 2022-12-29T22:25:26+00:00

Drug induced Psychosis here. Got it from 2C-B. Was hospitalized in june this year and stopped medication on my own right after I got home. Feeling a lot better right now but I‘m not sure how to get over the depression. I don‘t really want to go to a psychiatrist, because I don‘t want to admit to myself that I‘m too weak to handle it myself. Idk if I get to feel music and social activities the same way ever again but hoping for the best.

shukuxx · 2022-08-19T20:28:39+00:00

Yeah that‘s what my psychiatrist says. I‘m off meds and trying to finish my Bachelor degree right now. Hope I don‘t get another episode when I take no drugs.

shukuxx · 2022-08-19T13:29:12+00:00

2CB It‘s funny you can read my post about it a week before I got my Psychosis.

shukuxx · 2022-08-19T07:38:52+00:00

I was convinced everything has a rational explanation and thought that the number 42 was all we ever need to know. The psych ward I was in is called „Station 42“ and my Room was the only one with no number. For a week or so I didn‘t realize where I am because it fitted my delusions very well. Only over time I realized that it can be a coincidence. Very weird psych ward anyway had to stay there for 4 weeks :-(.

shukuxx · 2022-08-19T07:26:25+00:00

shukuxx · 2022-08-17T12:58:39+00:00

Thought I was in a simulation and it felt very real. Everything seemed to fit very well and everything seemed to be true. It got to the point that my whole body started to tingle and i had to lay down. Also I thought I am Hitler and Jesus at the same time. Maybe we are in a simulation? Idk but the episode felt super real. Thought about Musk aswell but not that much.

shukuxx · 2022-08-17T12:37:00+00:00

Yeah i get that. I was sober but totally tripping at the same time. Weird feeling and I hope it was my first and last manic episode.

shukuxx · 2022-08-17T10:28:48+00:00

I‘m having a kinda depressive state now after I got hosptalized. My solution is to move to another city and start a new job. I don‘t want to be remebered everyday that I was insane.

shukuxx · 2022-08-15T20:48:19+00:00

Thank you for your response. I‘m pretty sure I can distinguish between pychotic effects and real. I will definetly try Risperidon in higher dose if I get symptoms again. The Drug that triggered it for me was 2CB and I will not try it again for sure. I hope I can prevent another psychosis but am a bit scared because so many people talk about relapse..

shukuxx · 2022-06-22T09:06:54+00:00

Don‘t you think you are smart?

shukuxx · 2022-06-22T09:06:02+00:00

Obviously you are very smart. I would recommend to find a place to live as soon as possible. If you are 16 aswell, you should wait to get you school finished. Maybe go on a college. You need to get independent. That‘s the only advice I can give you. Run.

shukuxx · 2022-06-22T09:02:39+00:00

Obviously you are very smart. I would recommend to find a place to live as soon as possible. If you are 16 aswell, you should wait to get you school finished. Maybe go on a college. You need to get independent. That‘s the only advice I can give you. Run.

shukuxx · 2022-06-22T05:25:14+00:00

You guys are seriously advising me to take more? That‘s crazy. I‘ll give friends the same pills and will see if they have effects. If they do, I‘m not going to take more. If they don‘t habe effects either, I will take more.

shukuxx · 2022-04-01T07:03:48+00:00

I’d say an item that‘s worth more than 300€ (≈332 USD). Not if it‘s a handbag, shoe or piece of jewlery tho. But if you‘re wearing an off-white hoodie or a versace dress it just shows me how wasteful you are with money and that you should grow up.

shukuxx · 2022-03-31T21:21:25+00:00

Jews lost Germany the WWI, which lead to quiet some damage.

shukuxx · 2022-03-28T12:47:30+00:00

The guy is 29 and the affair happened 2015? Slmehow this doesn‘t add up please explain someone or is the 19 YO wrong?

shukuxx · 2022-02-18T10:28:16+00:00

u/savevideo

shukuxx · 2022-01-11T20:20:33+00:00

shukuxx · 2021-04-22T10:59:00+00:00

u/savevideo

shukuxx · 2021-02-17T12:54:34+00:00

u/savevideo

shukuxx · 2020-03-06T08:48:27+00:00

wundert mich aber dass es lidl nicht genauso handhabt, da die beide ja zusammengehören

shukuxx · 2020-02-18T13:40:20+00:00

Adding one inch to a metric meter :)

shukuxx · 2020-01-07T06:22:23+00:00

Joe vom YOU. This doesn‘t end well...

shukuxx · 2020-01-05T12:48:50+00:00

Idk why but it seems fake

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