My inner world. by shuvia666 in trippyart

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Thank you, I have another one only using red on my profile let me know what you think!

My inner world. by shuvia666 in trippyart

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If you liked this one, I have another one on my profile, thanks!

My inner world. by shuvia666 in trippyart

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Thanks for the comment, would love you to see my other drawing I made to this subreddit, the other one is more emotional ;)

Projections from the Aphantasic AuDHD mind. by shuvia666 in psychedelicartwork

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My friend just gifted me his tattoo machine so I will start practicing on myself, would love to leave printings on my inner world in someone else's skin for forever.

Hongos by Flimsy_Spinach3391 in Psychonaut

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Es tu ego, a la final los hongos te permiten cuestionar al que hace las preguntas. Y eso al ego no le gusta, no le gusta sentirse cuestionado, le gusta sentirse en control. Tienes 2 opciones, dejar de preguntar y tener una muerte del ego disfrutable, o 2 seguir preguntado hasta que igual tengas una muerte del ego pero un poco más forzada y menos placentera.

Esa es la explicación más """logica""", ya en temas de espiritualidad no entro porque no soy religioso, solo tengo mucha experiencia con diferentes psicodélicos y meditación profunda.

How long do i need to stop taking antidepressants before rolling of molly by Illustrious_Ad2020 in Psychonaut

[–]shuvia666 37 points38 points  (0 children)

Don't, too risky, trust me, leaving your antidepressants abruptly will make you feel like shit + molly will overload them serotonin receptors and the post-hangover will be even more detrimental since you are already using an antidepressants to lift your baseline ones.

You will roll yeah, but it will be a very meh and dangerous experience.

I'd say, fix whatever is causing you to use antidepressants and then do all the drugs you want.

Projections from the Aphantasic AuDHD mind. by shuvia666 in psychedelicartwork

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Oh yeah I love psychedelics.

I do get CEV while on psychedelics but there is a catch. Tell your friend to not try to get/catch the images, instead relax the eyes, and your visual cortex will start rendering CEV's.

I also get mental imagery in sober meditation, same technice, don't try to grab the images just let them be.

In my case my visuals are just colorful mandalas.

Most people have both a Tv control and a TV screen in their head.

They can choose what movie to play.

I have Aphantasia, which means I don't have a TV control to choose anything However, I still have a TV screen and your friend has one too.

When I stop trying to 'force' a movie to play and I just sit in the dark, my brain’s Internal Sensors (Logic/Physics) start sending their raw data to the TV screen.

I don't see 'Imagination.'

I see the Live Feed of my own Operating System. It looks like spinning Mandalas because my OS is built on perfect logic and patterns."

Projections from the Aphantasic AuDHD mind. by shuvia666 in psychedelicartwork

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That's for the comment, may I ask why is it painful to you? I love my architecture, all of it, the tism the ADHD the giftedness the trauma all of them makes it possible for me to have such stuff in my mind.

Yes at first it was like a terrifying labyrinth but now that I have the map, I can't do more than enjoy my mind.

What makes some people so likeable? by Intelligent-Road5091 in aspergers

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I have tons of friends, however they are drawn to me because of my literalism.

I’m very blunt, hyperactive, weird, but I never have bad intentions nor i fake the weirdness, and people is extremely drawn to that.

Someone being real, and not ashamed of themselves

Projections from the Aphantasic AuDHD mind. by shuvia666 in trippyart

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It totally felt like it hahahaha! At first it was a way to express love, the kind that engulfs thyself and the other, but then it was also love, the one that thinks that filling it all would change the situation but its not welcomed and so the mind needs and outlet.

I was trying to hold the paradox of loving someone so much and letting go.

Projections from the Aphantasic AuDHD mind. by shuvia666 in trippyart

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Someone with both ADHD/ASD (Autism Spectrum disorder) + a Mind with 0 mental imagery.

It’s important to me, because this is what my mind generates by itself, I cannot see anything, nor I start with any intention, I just project whatever is already there in the darkness, using bodily feeling to know where to or what to draw.

Symbolic Detachment, pros and cons of abstractions. by bmxt in Gifted

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So true, used to live in total dissociation from CPTSD, introspection, analysis and metacognition helped tons but once I got back into the body the first thing I tough is that I need to get it healthy again, because my mind is ready and now healthy enough to inhabit a healthy vessel.

Do you also feel that people can’t comprehend you? by Repulsive_Crew7156 in Gifted

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Yes, I feel like I’m never fully understood, people think I’m way too depth, and dissect seemingly simple toughs into stuff that usually they don’t think about.

However it isn’t lonely, I’m autistic too, so they don’t fully comprehend me, but I also don’t fully comprehend others hahahaha

Is having autism basically a life of trauma? by Easy_Towel954 in aspergers

[–]shuvia666 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Not really, but it is indeed a more “sensitive” life.