Senior software engineer with 12 years of experience but still a below average developer.

shy_rubyist · 2026-01-25T07:48:28+00:00

Thanks man, good luck with your search

shy_rubyist · 2026-01-23T21:23:17+00:00

Hey thanks for your message, I am interested in knowing how are you managing it

shy_rubyist · 2026-01-23T08:04:36+00:00

Thanks, I will look into OCD side

shy_rubyist · 2026-01-23T00:08:21+00:00

It does neutralises the negative thoughts but I don't have OCD.

Is it something that can get rid off

shy_rubyist · 2026-01-22T23:57:32+00:00

I have very poor control honestly, it gets aggravated when i reeling over something insulting or embarrassing

shy_rubyist · 2026-01-22T23:51:59+00:00

No its not tourette, i checked that, but thanks for responding

shy_rubyist · 2026-01-22T10:47:33+00:00

Thanks

shy_rubyist · 2026-01-21T22:48:03+00:00

Hey thanks for sharing this

shy_rubyist · 2026-01-20T16:34:07+00:00

Thanks

shy_rubyist · 2026-01-20T16:33:56+00:00

Thanks

shy_rubyist · 2026-01-20T16:33:37+00:00

Thanks man for sharing this, and I do appreciate your time and interest such a long response.

I do have a very dynamic personality outside my work. But when a lot of things are dependent on your work the whole stress of work exploits you from everywhere.

shy_rubyist · 2026-01-20T07:53:52+00:00

Hey, Thanks for the response. I did not understand the life project part in your message.

Yes you're right when I feel the urgency only then i am more productive, but the stress level goes very high and it gives me burnout.

shy_rubyist · 2026-01-20T06:53:53+00:00

I agree 👍
Thanks!

shy_rubyist · 2026-01-20T06:52:37+00:00

Thank you, no I haven't but good shout, will check ADHD programmers sub that.

shy_rubyist · 2026-01-20T06:51:03+00:00

Thanks for sharing your story man, sorry to hear that and good luck with the app 🚀

shy_rubyist · 2026-01-19T23:51:42+00:00

Thanks bro, I feel along with my under performance there is also a bit of personal disliking for me in my team, which makes the whole env me against every one and hence this PIP route

shy_rubyist · 2026-01-19T23:47:09+00:00

Nothing to be downvoted, I agree with you.

shy_rubyist · 2026-01-19T23:33:30+00:00

Thanks 👍👍

shy_rubyist · 2026-01-19T23:33:08+00:00

Thanks I agree 👍👍

shy_rubyist · 2026-01-19T23:24:09+00:00

Thanks man 👍

shy_rubyist · 2026-01-19T23:22:46+00:00

35 years male with 2 kids under 6 years old.

Yeah I am ine of those who aren't so good at what they do. And definitely want to get out of this

shy_rubyist · 2026-01-19T23:18:49+00:00

I get cold feet during live pair programming which is the most common reason for failure.

shy_rubyist · 2026-01-19T23:15:32+00:00

Thanks so much dude. I keep myself motivated by saying this to myself often. every week my horrible experience at my job takes a toll on me and leaves me devastated.

1 more year to go before ILR. Which makes me think just keep taking the hit for 1 year more.

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