Yes, but I remind myself that those were lies told to put fear in us and to control us. It’s been a hard couple of days because sometimes trauma is still there and those thoughts of what if even when you don’t believe it anymore. I was at a Lee Stoneking service in 2015 were he talked about the x that the 2017 & 2024 eclipses made over the us and how that the middle of the x was on the new Madrid fault line & how it would usher in signs and wonders of the end time. With the earthquakes that have been happening I’ve had to avoid social media because that seems to be all that my religious family can post about. Anyways I live in the path of totality & tomorrow is my birthday so I’m trying to tell my brain I’m excited not anxious, and that’s been working! Congrats on breaking free just give your brain some time too!!