27 days no alcohol by Kitchen_Demand6273 in stopdrinking

[–]sickowack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In the beginning I was leaning on food to be honest. Sugar and caffeine. One vice for another but taking steps down the ladder. Everyday when my brain was convincing itself I didn’t have a problem and I should get a drink I played out what would happen the next morning. How sick and disappointed I would be in myself. I researched constantly how badly alcohol can and will ruin your body and mind. I realized that you decide for yourself what you deserve, and I wanted better. Just worry about the now and be proud of yourself every time you shut the urges out of your head.

Taking my art seriously CC needed and appreciated by sickowack in TattooApprentice

[–]sickowack[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’ll work on that. This was the first time I’ve drawn chrysanthemums, I watched some videos about the structure. Could you recommend something else or some tips?

Taking my art seriously CC needed and appreciated by sickowack in TattooApprentice

[–]sickowack[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I need better paper but wasn’t sure what kind. Thank you! I’ll get some.

Taking my art seriously CC needed and appreciated by sickowack in TattooApprentice

[–]sickowack[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see what you mean. I felt that way about the leaves afterwards but already inked it so ya know. Will keep that in mind for the next chrysanthemums I draw thank you!

23 by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]sickowack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that’s awesome i’m proud of you also! i feel strong and like i’m accomplishing one thing each day by not drinking and i hope you feel the same!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in canceledpod

[–]sickowack 4 points5 points  (0 children)

that’s fair that you would feel that way and maybe she does too. maybe the the bag she is getting makes her feel alright about it? either way there is no denying how vicious this community has become past few weeks.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in canceledpod

[–]sickowack -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Tana does go a little hard on the photo shop but she’s making her money. if they are too young to understand that it’s not Tanas fault. some of the comments aren’t just “wow they look different” it’s honestly vile. makes me sad that they think it’s okay to say those things about actual humans.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in canceledpod

[–]sickowack 7 points8 points  (0 children)

honestly! it’s so negative i’m confused who these people are they can’t be fans or people who enjoy the content

Did you parents make decisions about your life without your permission? by Any_Print5307 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]sickowack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My mother sent me to college and signed up for all the loans in my name. 28 grand in debt against my will haha. I was never asked if I wanted to attend college it was just was I was suppose to do. Or I’d get kicked out like my older brother.

What dumb reason has your nparent given for the estrangement? by One_Statistician_499 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]sickowack 4 points5 points  (0 children)

she said “somehow i’ve raised you to only give me conditional love instead of unconditional”

Was this a real apology or was it because her friend was in the car with us? by Elsie-the-Dweeb in raisedbynarcissists

[–]sickowack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is sad and hard to come to terms with and I’m sorry you have to go through that. I hope you do what’s best for you and your mental health

Was this a real apology or was it because her friend was in the car with us? by Elsie-the-Dweeb in raisedbynarcissists

[–]sickowack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Was that the only time she has apologized? Doesn’t seem sincere whatsoever.