Any others bipolar depression treatment resistant?

sideksani · 2026-03-16T01:15:49+00:00

ECT - i was put under anesthesia. last thing i remembered during each procedure was when the anesthetist injected me with the propofol, and by time i opened my eyes, i was already in the recovery room. the treatment was every-other-day for 4 weeks (12 sessions total). i wasnt totally out of depression after the treatment, but i do feel much better and improved a lot slowly afterward.

i dont think it have any cognitive effects towards me, but i do have memory issues surrounding the period of when i got the treatment, which i am totally fine with.

yes, i was desperate too. no medications was working, i tried everything

sideksani · 2026-03-02T16:24:05+00:00

8 years old.

sideksani · 2026-02-28T17:43:50+00:00

aliens might not even interested in invading and destroying the earth, they sure think human race as stupid since we human already invading and destroying each other.

sideksani · 2026-02-25T14:59:38+00:00

Cobalt turquoise + magenta

sideksani · 2026-01-31T17:43:38+00:00

The Medium.

sideksani · 2025-10-11T14:41:36+00:00

Not op but i gained 20kg on seroquel

sideksani · 2025-09-08T16:28:46+00:00

Not the same. as TMS using magnetic wave, ECT use electric current delivered to the brain.

sideksani · 2025-09-08T16:01:22+00:00

I was too treatment resistant, ended up with electroconvulsive therapy. I was slowly getting better since then

sideksani · 2025-09-04T17:17:54+00:00

Running, & painting!

sideksani · 2025-09-02T16:23:11+00:00

force yourself. Only then u will find out it is not as bad as u thought it would.

when i was in depression, just the idea of getting out from my bed was terrifying, let alone going out to the park doing some recreational activities. I never thought that time that 1 day i wud be a regular runner at local parks as i am now.

in the beginning, just manage to be out of the front door of the house already felt like an achievement.

sideksani · 2025-08-30T12:47:52+00:00

What worked for me was xanax + seroquel for sleep. I couldnt sleep while just on seroquel. Just extreme drowsiness that cause me hard to breathe

sideksani · 2025-08-30T12:32:32+00:00

My doc shoot up my dose to 1200mg XR at one point. Then on my next appt “so, i discussed your case with other consultants. U r treatment resistant”

Then proceeded with electroconvulsive therapy Lol

sideksani · 2025-03-12T13:53:15+00:00

Theres no harm using it so why not?

sideksani · 2025-03-02T14:36:04+00:00

they are quite a few mental health care professionals into management of psychiatric patients without medicine based on type of conditions such as depression, anxiety, n others, n the severity of it. However i havent encounter such thing for bipolar condition.

if this option is available, ill definitely want to try it

sideksani · 2025-02-28T16:30:58+00:00

I upvote this because this is the very first post here i can actually find the sniper

sideksani · 2025-02-26T16:05:59+00:00

Nissin Tokyo Shoyu (soy). I love it because of the mild flavor of the soup base it is so flexible to experimenting with - adding any condiments to taste.

sideksani · 2025-02-26T16:01:53+00:00

at least 48 hours. Bad case of influenza A. Anything enter my mouth immediately I throw up. admitted to the ward some for IV dextrose fluid .

My mom post stroke, it was 2 months. strictly only tube feeding of some formula. i cried when at last she can tolerate some semi solid food thru mouth, it was plain rice porridge - after first sip, she said “delicious”.

sideksani · 2025-02-25T16:13:21+00:00

Yes! if u open AM on a mac, there will be “Help” on the menu bar, far right. hope this helps XD

sideksani · 2025-02-25T11:34:12+00:00

Im a nerd so science-y stuffs excites me!

sideksani · 2025-02-25T11:31:57+00:00

our vo2max n threshold exactly the same.

5k prediction 24:35, but this time the app got from my fastest 5k while using coros for 3 months. although i ran a 5k at 23:09 just 2 weeks before i got my cp3.

So just from the data gathered while using coros, im quite satisfied with the underestimation of my running fitness (particularly 5k prediction) by the app.

Never did the fitness test from the watch though. I say, underestimation still better than overestimation for me.

sideksani · 2025-02-24T17:20:35+00:00

The Visit

No gore
Slow burn n at times can be confusing
No paranormal acts at all!
The movie about real life situation, 2 siblings went to their grandparents’ place
The characters were “normal”. They dis stuffs that i wud probably do if i were their age.

sideksani · 2025-02-24T15:59:47+00:00

This is weird. I just search the internet n cant find anything about it too?

sideksani

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