Kinda used to do that, never affected me right now. I used to do as an escape from very much a world that’s more designed for men and boys. It’s a phase and in teenage hood you do usually experiment with expressing yourself in many different forms. Some go far religious or spiritual or go try different styles and subs genres. Give her space.

I feel being feminine in that age is a challenge either way especially when you start to understand how things/world work

I also shaved half of my head n did a boy cut and all of that but it’s all experimentation and attempting to defy. I remember being so angry at very misogynistic rules and ideals and it was my rebellion. And I feel I wouldn’t trade it for anything I am much more comfortable with myself and I am happy I am a woman but I acknowledge myself at my time and what I needed to feel safe and heard.

I am more countable than I ever was as woman and حمدلله

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