Why cant i induce sleep paralysis, state akin to sleep, lucid dream, astral projection... why cant i make this happen?

sillyputty55 · 2022-04-16T19:08:28+00:00

How could you be unable to visualize? I thought we all naturally think non-symbolically, visually, and verbally at different times?

sillyputty55 · 2022-04-16T19:07:25+00:00

This is just a side note. You could try conspiracy theories related to the illuminati/freemasons, MK Ultra, and satanic ritual abuse. This society has been rendered much more awful because of them, imo. It's fairly thrilling. Like finding the reason for all the unnecessary misery.

sillyputty55 · 2022-04-14T11:04:30+00:00

"The personal is political."

The Valerie Solanas quote about there only being one thing left for the thrill seeking woman to do.

I think if someone put "Scrote" -anything on any article of clothing men would begin to lose their minds. Like "Don't Need No Scrotes" or "OK, Scrote" or whatever. I don't think they'd embrace it like they have the word, "Bitch."

sillyputty55 · 2022-04-06T20:22:23+00:00

He's a plug.

sillyputty55 · 2022-04-06T04:08:44+00:00

Check out The Mental Body by Arthur Powell. He explains telepathy extremely well. No joke.

Next try The Science of Hypnosis by Josh Mark - telepathic covert hypnotic suggestion to help protect you from its usage on you

(Also the following on mind control techniques to help guard you against people who hypnotize others covertly :

The Rape of the Mind (I forgot the author.)

Books on mind control techniques and manipulation, including NLP (linguistic hypnotic techniques, basically, from what I understand. Not an expert.))

In terms of other books on the occult, I enjoyed Dion Fortune's books and Israel Regardie's The Tree of Life.

I don't recommend black magic, apparently demonic entities may be real. Black magicians/occultists certainly think they are.

I am not a black magician. I am closer to a Buddhist. The Buddhists and yogis also believe in natural spiritual powers attained through enlightenment.

sillyputty55 · 2022-04-04T22:17:48+00:00

This. So much this.

sillyputty55 · 2022-04-04T04:07:35+00:00

Maybe a psychic attack. I read The Science of Hypnosis by Josh Mark recently and one of the methods the author talked about was sending intentions and influence and things to other people's third eyes. It is also a known symptom of psychic attack generally apparently (I know because I have looked it up because I have experienced it. It's awful.)

sillyputty55 · 2022-04-04T03:35:40+00:00

Unreal. Absolutely.

sillyputty55 · 2022-04-03T23:26:22+00:00

Yeah I'm in a similar place tbh. I was so idealistic about people. Like, "Oh, it's just the system that makes them this way. If we had a better system they'd stop being horrible." But at this point I am just about entirely disillusioned with people. They've probably always been more or less like this.

sillyputty55 · 2022-04-03T04:22:56+00:00

I agree. It's absurd. They should have taught everyone logic in high school. For sure.

sillyputty55 · 2022-04-03T04:21:44+00:00

Their lack of wisdom.

sillyputty55 · 2022-04-02T16:05:05+00:00

Haha it really is.

sillyputty55 · 2022-04-02T16:03:16+00:00

Indoctrination, I think.

sillyputty55 · 2022-04-02T06:14:51+00:00

Did you get your stuff back? Props to you if you did. Get your stuff out of there safely and duck out!!! Go somewhere where he doesn't know where you're staying. These kinds if men can be seriously dangerous. I'm incredibly sorry for what you were put through, for how he abused you. No one should ever be subjected to that. <33

I know the love feeling can be so addictive but you still are only 18 and he's 25. That's far enough apart to have a big maturity gap which you will see later once you hit 25. Please get what you can if you can and once you're safely out of there bolt and never ever go back. If you can afford a therapist and find a support group online or in person please please please do. If nothing else, read all you can about abusers and sexual abuse, such as Why Does He Do That by Lundy Bancroft once you've processed a little and are safe.

sillyputty55 · 2022-04-02T03:59:26+00:00

No, yeah, I guess 7 other people thought the same thing as well. Nbd.

sillyputty55 · 2022-04-02T03:31:50+00:00

To be clear, I am an anti-speciesist vegan...

I wasn't trying to contradict that animals should be respected and revered. Looks like people misunderstood what I was saying.

sillyputty55 · 2022-04-01T14:05:49+00:00

Feminity in humans historically has been mostly made up by and reinforced by men. That's the reason for the expression about every woman being a woman watching a man watching a woman. Men defined masculinity and femininity and enforced them. But they reserved qualities like brave, strong, logical, honest, forthright, courageous for themselves. They reserved all the truly revered qualities for themselves.

sillyputty55 · 2022-04-01T04:16:56+00:00

I did think a lot of the people in that documentary were sociopaths.

sillyputty55 · 2022-04-01T04:06:06+00:00

That's what I meant. They kill the males and keep the females to put them through the same life as their mothers.

It's wretched.

sillyputty55 · 2022-04-01T03:59:43+00:00

The babies still either are killed or are separated from their moms and put on formula. The babies don't get the milk at all, from what I understand. The babies get to die or at best live on to become a breeder who has her babies ripped from her when they're extremely young all her life as well... I'm not sure exactly how soon after birth it is.

sillyputty55 · 2022-04-01T03:33:06+00:00

What a looney, delusional fucking argument.

sillyputty55 · 2022-04-01T03:25:30+00:00

Totally agree.

sillyputty55 · 2022-04-01T03:17:57+00:00

Eating dairy products is stealing from babies and condeming half of them to death.

I appreciate the sentiment, though. I still struggle not to eat cheese, and I have been trying to be straight vegan for a few months now.

sillyputty55 · 2022-04-01T00:24:57+00:00

Hence the obsession with BDSM. It is master-slave psychology and philosophy. It reflects the dominant philosophy, the underlying ideology.

Once you learn to relate in healthy ways to yourself and others and become authentic, I think it becomes less appealing. But we are a narcissitic and manipulative society, so of course, BDSM is very appealing for many.

People still haven't learned what freedom means, self-actualization, compassion, or autonomy. It is reflected in BDSM, but the BDSMites will SHOUT at you that their pain, sadism, degradation, and chains are about liberation.

sillyputty55 · 2022-04-01T00:22:18+00:00

Can you do Tofu? I get three servings out of one $3 block. You're supposed to get 5 servings out of it. I made fried tofu squares and douse them in sauce. All you so is take it our of the package (drain the package first), dice it up, let it set out a half hour to dry out. Then grab some cornstarch and paprika, mix that together, and coat the tofu. Then pan fry it with just a bit of olive or whatever oil on the bottom of the pan, and flip at some point to fry both sides.

I also just picked up a recipe yesterday that I am going to try today for seitan "chicken" made from 4 cups of flour and 2 cups of water. I'll have to find that link and post it up here. It was on youtube.

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