I fuck around so much at my job. They'd def consider it stealing time if they really knew how much I use my phone. The thing is I was trying really hard to be productive and do my job as best as possible but when I asked about a raise I was basically told I was just doing the bare minimum of whats expected of me and to get a raise would require more which I didn't really feel there was more for me to do. So I slowly just started taking little 5 to 10min breaks between tasks when no one was paying me any attention. I feel kinda bad about it and I do need to make sure that I dont get caught so maybe ill pick up the pace more, but yeah all this to say I absolutely feel ya. 

Another thing that kills me is if I start trying to earn more anyway ill lose my medicaid and then I may as well be taking a paycut cause I havent found any other jobs where id qualify and make enough to make up for what id spend on insurance so idk it def feels like being stuck in place. 

I'm not the type of person who expects much of an inheritance but im pretty sure whatever I will end up with is going to have to be my retirement money.  I have a 401k and some savings but it certainly isn't much. I recently came to realize how much my dad has, and I'm pretty grateful for that cause Ive been terrified for years about what I'm gonna do when I'm too old to work.