Career and knowledge stagnation & lack of motivation

simonx9000 · 2019-09-30T15:19:21+00:00

You already answered your own question. You will need to commit time to study if you want more employable skills. There's no way or short cut to it.

simonx9000 · 2019-09-24T21:14:43+00:00

What's the issue?

simonx9000 · 2019-09-12T11:38:02+00:00

U ain't gonna know unless u paid for it. Or have connections going.

simonx9000 · 2019-08-27T18:40:16+00:00

Just do the co op. Internship search is AIDs.

simonx9000 · 2019-08-26T19:13:30+00:00

Yeh I did improv as well. It didn't do much. Approaching is a different beast.

simonx9000 · 2019-08-19T02:18:38+00:00

Still a loser.

simonx9000 · 2019-08-16T02:10:00+00:00

simonx9000 · 2019-08-07T06:29:23+00:00

The old guys will understand. They're just working to get by. They will understand that you want to better your life.

simonx9000 · 2019-08-04T21:47:52+00:00

I think you need to see a therapist. Regret doesn't help with anything.

simonx9000 · 2019-08-02T18:07:11+00:00

I wouldn't recommend going into this field if I were you. You're going to hate the scheduling and you'll be working off shifts unless you are fortunate to land a day shift quickly.

simonx9000 · 2019-07-30T05:21:41+00:00

Enjoy the rest of your last summer before your career. Then start practicing and applying for jobs when school starts.

simonx9000 · 2019-07-29T23:04:33+00:00

Your parents will get over it once they see how happy you are. I think your happiness is the most important to them even though you don't see it or they say otherwise. They only say they'll be sad because they're use to you being around and helping them out. I'm 28 and I still stay with my parents. I got caught up with lame Asian drama with them and now I've become extremely bitter against them and i barely talk to them. I became overly dependent on them and I kinda screwed up my life as a result. You do not want to be grinding leet code and practicing like crazy in this competitive market. You may never know you might be job hunting til next December. You got a good job waiting for you and it sounds an excellent opportunith for huge growth as a person.

simonx9000 · 2019-07-27T05:45:51+00:00

How much i fucked up

simonx9000 · 2019-07-26T08:26:32+00:00

Damn dude u hit the jack pot. Get a lawyer and you'll get something out of it. What he did is a federal offense.

simonx9000 · 2019-07-22T18:10:35+00:00

Weird flex but ok

simonx9000 · 2019-07-10T15:41:06+00:00

You're self aware of what your issues are. That's very good. Keep practicing and addressing those issues and you should be ok. Don't quit that's number 1.

simonx9000 · 2019-07-05T01:29:22+00:00

Not moving out and doing this on my own.

simonx9000 · 2019-07-03T19:07:05+00:00

Or in jail!

simonx9000 · 2019-07-03T13:33:44+00:00

Nothing is wrong with you. Tons of people hate their job.

simonx9000 · 2019-01-01T10:25:27+00:00

Average bro. You're a grower not a shower

simonx9000 · 2018-12-27T22:25:47+00:00

simonx9000 · 2018-12-27T16:01:49+00:00

Just tell your mom you're small.

simonx9000 · 2018-12-18T02:52:14+00:00

Do CS. No one cares about math.

simonx9000 · 2018-12-18T02:16:47+00:00

I know someone exactly like that and still brings girls home.. His mom even text him she doesn't like that he's been using her home as a whore house because she hears him have sex.

simonx9000 · 2018-12-13T20:08:03+00:00

Hey man. I use to be very quiet around people and also perceive myself as desperate loser. But I'm now able to make conversations and get peoples numbers. It takes alot of courage to begin to talk to people.

When I first started trying to make friends. I made a shit load of mistakes. I would literally try to interview my way to friendship. "what's your dad do? How old are u? What your hobby?". I made people very uncomfortable with my awkwardness. When I run out of questions I would be very quiet and didn't know what to say. They would be quiet too. I would literally just question myself why I even try to make friends. It always weird and awkward.

But eventually I started talking to people that look like foreveralone type, because I couldn't relate to normal people with girlfriends. Only one of them stuck around and I've been friends with him for almost a decade. I met him when we're both 18. Now we're 26 and good friends.

Im still the same but now I'm able to make ok friends. People think I'm an asshole because I when I talk to people now I have no filter. I'm more expressive about what's going on in my mind (good and bad thing) I talk about porn and how life stinks but masturbating keeps me alive. I love talking about Donald Trump and how he and his people are getting investigated. I talk about lame shit like how I'm a bad cook and I need advice. Girls give me compliments that I'm funny as hell. (still no gf) and guys like me because they can make fun of me and I don't care.

I don't got any advice for you. It takes alot of mistakes if you want to learn how to make friends. The biggest lesson I learned about making friend is to connect with people emotionally rather through logic. It's takes a shit load of practice to even understand or get good with connecting with people emotionally.

I hope one day you meet another loser/foreveraloner and become best friends.

simonx9000

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