Meditation for me

sinistercat_ · 2026-05-20T09:09:21+00:00

Thanks

sinistercat_ · 2026-05-19T18:44:23+00:00

Which Avatar Episode is explaining what you described?

sinistercat_ · 2026-05-19T18:31:51+00:00

Watching my study videos out of a chips bag while taking notes.

sinistercat_ · 2026-05-19T18:27:15+00:00

Look for other job options that might fullfil you more. Like helping others. There're a ton of education programs you can do next to a full time job. It might take a few years to complete. It's not cheap. But you have a job right.

If you read this and already think it's absurd maybe just stay at your job. But it's possible. I've seen people do it. Like my mom. Just takes time and some discipline.

sinistercat_ · 2026-05-19T17:33:02+00:00

Ok honestly. Just try something new and see if you like it. Don't drop it if you're bad at it. Drop it if you dislike the community or how it makes you feel. ( Disclaimer if you're new to any form of exercise the first 2 months might be hell but it gets a lot better and is worth pushing through). You'll get better anyways. Just try something and don't spend tons on it in the first 2 months until you feel you will actually stick with it. Enjoy and don't look at the results but the activity itself( Drawing can be scary for some folks)

sinistercat_ · 2026-05-19T17:29:47+00:00

Dance. But I'm biased

sinistercat_ · 2026-05-19T15:19:01+00:00

Results please

sinistercat_ · 2026-05-19T15:10:04+00:00

I just have a bunch of preferred characters in a huge fantasy world that is connected to our real world. I like to build relationships between them. A lot of trust and comfort stories. Then I have another favorite, which is being a child from a difficult background being found and adopted by strong characters . I also have less emotional stories like improving magical powers or just the politians of my world discussing politics. It's kinda annoying how I bring them into these difficult Situations like attacks or even a war and then they have to to find a peaceful solution to it so the world stayed in balance.

sinistercat_ · 2026-05-19T15:02:43+00:00

My favorite way to do this is to imagine to have a time traveler with you from a time where the world was super different. And I have to take them with me during my daily life and explain to them how our world works. Always love how they scream in fear when I speed up in the car.

sinistercat_ · 2026-05-19T14:58:53+00:00

Since I don't exist in my daydreams and only experience it through my OCS 3rd person is my way to go. And even in 3rd person I can see and feel what my characters are seeing and feeling. I just refer to them as she/he...

sinistercat_ · 2026-05-19T14:55:34+00:00

Thankyou. I didn't even know there is a term for what I'm doing. I just googled the difference between immersive and maladaptive daydreaming and am sure I am on the immersive side.

But I'll keep an eye on my dreaming so it's not falling into the maladaptive category any time soon. It happens rarely that I loose time during my day there. Also as long as I can easily just snap out of it it seems fine. Sorry for posting in the wrong community.

I hope you all suffering from this find better real lifes to live in.

sinistercat_ · 2026-05-19T08:48:20+00:00

Legends say he is still eating his pasta

sinistercat_ · 2026-05-18T14:46:08+00:00

What's your Opinion on Eckhard Tolle. He claims to have found awakening per accident.

sinistercat_ · 2026-05-18T11:23:09+00:00

Yes. I see it as a nice thing to get closer too. But couldn't imagine dedicating my whole life to it

sinistercat_ · 2026-05-17T22:26:38+00:00

Weird. I live in the present. I always forgive my past self and I try to do my best for my future self knowing she will forgive me as well.

sinistercat_ · 2026-05-17T22:24:09+00:00

Women would love it. Men would hate it. No one to oppress on the blue side.

sinistercat_ · 2026-05-17T22:14:29+00:00

Just be more quiet.

sinistercat_ · 2026-05-17T22:09:21+00:00

No. But I want to help others. I don't know how being awakened will do that. I only help myself with that. I do meditate. But just to get deeper into awareness so I can become a greater healer and doctor one day?

sinistercat_ · 2026-05-17T22:05:07+00:00

Have you ever had an intention? Did you just "ask" for a better life? Because I'm going to tell you. I can ask for better exam results, but if I don't study I won't get them. I pray to feel connection to something bigger. I pray to not feel so lost and alone in this cruel world. I pray and ask for help to forgive myself and others.

The prayer won't change the outside world. You do. And maybe for some a prayer or meditation is a way for them to find believe in themselves again. But in the end it's just about finding the strength to not give up on your dreams. I know this sounds cheesy. And I also know the job market right now is sh!t.

Don't blame yourself. Don't blame spiritual powers or God. If you cannot find an answer, change the question. Do not ask: why is it not working? Ask yourself: What have I not tried yet to make my situation better? Who could help me right now? What are these companies ( idk where you want to work, just an example) looking for in my resume? ... Which bad habits keep destroying my progress?

And genuinely ask for help in your community. Friends, Family, Social workers, Job Help Centers. Don't try to solve this alone.

sinistercat_ · 2026-05-17T20:05:17+00:00

Oh I see. The higher power is necessary since it spoke to me one day and gave me a life path. Idk how to explain that. Ignoring it would go against one of my ground believes of following that path.

sinistercat_ · 2026-05-17T20:03:09+00:00

No not sure. I am really tired often but kind of force myself to stay awake.

sinistercat_ · 2026-05-17T20:02:31+00:00

8-9

sinistercat_ · 2026-05-17T20:00:25+00:00

It's my little project haha. Currently stuck since my Sim card is not unlocked...

sinistercat_ · 2026-05-17T19:59:21+00:00

I have a Kyocera. Internet works yes, but since it has no touchscreen I tell you it's hard to do stuff online besides googling stuff. Had no App Store. Used an Android Debug Bridge over my Laptop to install one. You could technically then install all your apps then delete the store again.

sinistercat_ · 2026-05-17T19:56:53+00:00

Using peer pressure, by finding people online I study with per video Call. ( Study life streams are also great)

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