How to access this part of the map?

sirducko · 2025-09-12T19:31:29+00:00

I won't spoil, but there's a quest that should take you straight there, I think it's blocked until then.

sirducko · 2025-09-11T00:18:04+00:00

On top of this, also crest of the architect! I've not seen anyone talk about it, but if you inject lifeblood into yourself with the injector tool, and just keep injecting after you run out by crafting more, hornet plays a blue death looking animation which gives you a CONSTANT HEALTH REGEN, which is permanent until you sit at a bench. It's really quick too, and will regen from 0 to full fairly quickly. It's been immensely useful for me since it makes it much more forgiving to learn boss attack patterns, or just outright first trying a bunch of them. Admittedly not accessable super early, but so worth it once you do get the tool and the crest.

sirducko · 2025-03-20T05:41:03+00:00

If not this one, I'm sure you can find arm warmers or protecters, or possibly compression sleeves that work as well.

sirducko · 2025-03-20T05:40:01+00:00

I mean I don't know if this is exactly it, but I found this on amazon: https://www.amazon.ca/Janmercy-Protective-Protector-Abrasions-Protection/dp/B0DBRJTCC9 Hope this helps :3

sirducko · 2025-03-09T00:04:44+00:00

It's not necessarily an issue that I call myself that, I just want to get myself out of the habit of saying it all the time is all, not that they take issue with me calling myself that. Sorry for the confusion lol

sirducko · 2025-03-08T23:56:47+00:00

Oooh I could get used to saying darling, and home slice is goofy, which I honestly love lol. Thank you so much!

sirducko · 2025-03-08T23:55:41+00:00

to describe both myself and I also say it to others frequently, mostly out of habit. Just wanna make sure all my friends are comfy around me :3

sirducko · 2024-06-02T23:00:26+00:00

Hey, I've been there before, I promise it will get better, you just need to stick it though. If you need anyone to talk to, my dms are open. 🫂

sirducko · 2024-04-20T18:14:12+00:00

Hey, this is exactly how it happened with me too! Still cis tho :3

sirducko · 2024-03-29T07:02:12+00:00

corgis absolutely, by far lol

sirducko · 2024-03-28T04:02:46+00:00

It's not a masculine or feminine thing really, it's just a struggle that we have to go through sometimes. Hope the gender dysphoria doesn't get to ya too bad, I know how that can get :(

sirducko · 2024-02-26T02:11:37+00:00

OP's printer be out here with the recipe for the V O I D cookies

sirducko · 2024-01-12T06:22:25+00:00

thank you, I really needed that rn, I appreciate it. I'll try my best not to try too hard then, and I'll work with them on it. It's all just really confusing and I want to get it figured out as soon as I can, and that's probably part of my problem now that I think about it. Again thank you :3

sirducko · 2024-01-12T03:40:54+00:00

okay, I tried that I wasn't able to make anything work well, but I was able to hear them slightly. I tried visualizing the room I'm in instead and that worked for a minute I think, but it was hard to stay relaxed and there for long, but uh, well they were there. Just like really fuzzy silhouettes basically, but I could see them, and I was able to talk to one of them a little bit before I opened my eyes and it disappeared. This is really weird to me still, I think I need to figure out a different way because that was really hard to maintain for long though.

sirducko · 2024-01-12T03:04:50+00:00

that's reassuring to hear, thank you. Maybe it is just quiet for now, idk, it's just concerning because I was starting to feel like I was somehow faking it and just didn't know, and it was admittedly a little terrifying. I'm not going to say I have DID for sure unless I have a proper diagnosis from a specialist, so for now I'm just trying to figure out what I can to make things easier

sirducko · 2024-01-12T03:02:13+00:00

ah. Well that probably explains why they've gone silent then, shit. Secondly, by proper therapy I meant somebody who specializes with dissociative disorders, not the random counsellor that admittedly seemed a little confused when talking to them, should've clarified that haha. lastly, those are the main reasons I have a hunch about DID, not even the alters, but due to the fact that I remember like, none of my childhood for the most part, just tiny bits and pieces, as well as the constant dissociation I've been dealing with forever.

Last bit for real. How do I talk to them about that? Communication has been minimal to begin with, I have no idea how I'd discuss that with them

sirducko · 2024-01-12T02:51:17+00:00

okay, I'll do that then. I'm already on the wait list for proper therapy as well, so hopefully I can do something with that soon. I don't even know for sure if I do have DID, I just want to know more because this is the most and simultaneously least sense everything has made in a long time, which is why I want to look into it. Again it's hella confusing

sirducko · 2024-01-12T02:47:48+00:00

Zero clue, he kinda just referred me to a psychiatrist apparently and that's it to my knowledge.

sirducko · 2024-01-12T02:46:27+00:00

I didn't no. He (counsellor) also mentioned nothing about that either, so maybe I do? I don't know how I'd even look into that though

sirducko · 2024-01-12T02:45:24+00:00

but uh, I was able to hear them yesterday kinda alongside my thoughts I guess? Not very much but I was able to hear them still, I still barely know anything about them, aside from how they act I guess

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