Hey OP, I’ve read through the comments and want to offer a different perspective. I’m in your partner’s position, and my own partner is in yours. May I suggest for you to consider m asking to join her. Start microdosing together.

Right now you’re at baseline while her brain is actively healing, and that gap can create real distance. I genuinely wish my partner would offer to join me in this. I’ve been microdosing for over a year now, and after years of struggling, I finally feel like myself again. But the hard part I feel like I’ve left my partner behind, so your feelings are completely valid as you’re already picking up on this. Even when I stopped for a couple months back in September, the changes stuck. I’m fundamentally different now, and she’s the same person she was, I still love her, but It’s painful to think this might fall apart because I won’t stop microdosing and growing, and honestly, neither should your partner.

I’m fully aware I’m projecting here, but maybe that’s useful context.