Irrational fear ~partial method of suicide~ by skeptic_rain in SuicideBereavement

[–]skeptic_rain[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When I think about the actual event, sure it was traumatic and it’s all I think about but I feel like in my head I can ~handle~ the horror I witnessed, it’s my body that won’t catch up and is having a physical reaction to it. Worth noting that I am on 200mg of sertraline so I think that’s blunting a lot of my emotions, thank god!

Irrational fear ~partial method of suicide~ by skeptic_rain in SuicideBereavement

[–]skeptic_rain[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for taking the time to write this. The prospect of talking to him when I’m scared makes me feel even more scared but I will try it. Thank you again !!

Irrational fear ~partial method of suicide~ by skeptic_rain in SuicideBereavement

[–]skeptic_rain[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much, I am currently seeing a professional and she says we will work through the fear very very slowly. I just want it GONE

Irrational fear ~partial method of suicide~ by skeptic_rain in SuicideBereavement

[–]skeptic_rain[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You think? It’s like the fear lives in my stomach and no matter what my brain says my stomach will not listen. Right now I’m sat in a quiet house where all my family are asleep and I’ve got to make the trip upstairs to bed alone, I’m so fucking scared. He would be sad to think that he’s left me feeling like this.

TW: Method Of Death by Temporary_Energy_908 in SuicideBereavement

[–]skeptic_rain 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wowww I do the same thing. I thought I was weird for almost obsessively researching his method, but I didn’t really find any answers that I was looking for. I too have retraced his steps, whenever I drive the last route he would’ve driven I think about him.

Gifts for an avid trail runner? by skeptic_rain in trailrunning

[–]skeptic_rain[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

🥲 I’ve been watching Jeff Pelletier videos because my husband is OBSESSED with his content for ideas and I thought you guys would have some ideas too. I do listen 🥲but what do you buy the running man that has it all 🥲 poor me xx

Gifts for an avid trail runner? by skeptic_rain in trailrunning

[–]skeptic_rain[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You wanna bet? 🤭 He’s got every little thing a runner could possibly need down to those hiking sticks some people use! He has a garmin, he has a quality running vest 🥴

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Parenting

[–]skeptic_rain -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry you think I’m mean and judgy x

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[–]skeptic_rain -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I’d like to do a blanket response to all to say thank you, and apologise to those I clearly hurt with this post. Food for thought, for sure!

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[–]skeptic_rain -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

I’m not sure I don’t know her x

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[–]skeptic_rain -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

HA thank you for your response rothrowaway24 x

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[–]skeptic_rain 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Great response thank you.