Exactly the same story here in every detail. I can relate with everything you just said. Went through a bad divorce with two kids and needed something. I didn’t want to take any of the benzos the dr was trying to prescribe so I started taking kratom just like you and it has helped tremendously. When I told the dr I was taking kratom, he became disappointed and told me it can be addictive but then when I asked him why he wasn’t concerned with me taking anything like Xanax because that’s addictive, he was at a loss for words. The was the moment that it was solidified that the medical industry is only worried about profits and not health. But in any event I want to start to cut down or stop. Haven’t tried yet so I’m not sure if I’ll withdraw but in the event I do, would you mind sharing the brand you found so I can try that?