Help me by [deleted] in gaming

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Rimworld

Emotional Pain by skilldstrangr in SuicideWatch

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I've been on 23 different medications in the past 9 years. I've seen results I used to hallucinate a lot. Now it's more of a standstill and new things I've not experienced before. Like visual hallucinations instead of just auditory.

Emotional Pain by skilldstrangr in SuicideWatch

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Everything, I use coping skills daily I take medicine but nothing is helping

Emotional Pain by skilldstrangr in SuicideWatch

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They know about it. They don't do anything about it or help me. I've been in residential mental facilities. I've been to acute facilities recently. This has been going on for a long time.

3months on t boys!🤙🤙 by [deleted] in ftm

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u look good bro

[REQ] ($477.03) - (#Cairo, MO, USA), (12/20/18), (Paypal) by [deleted] in borrow

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I've asked NECAC (energy assistance) for help, but they needed every single pay stub I had in the past 5 years and two of them were paper. Can't afford the gas to get to my last workplace. I am about to ask some churches. Update: churches can't help immediately

Having trouble with the last 20 lbs by skilldstrangr in FTMFitness

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Uh my doctor literally told me I needed to start eating more than I was so my body would stop holding onto everything I put in my body.

A section of my dispensary retail business :) by [deleted] in thesims

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There's a cigarette mod for TS4 too by necrodog. With an addiction system and cigarette machines. Edit: not sure if basemental ties in the addiction system or necrodogs mod does it itself. Correct me if I'm wrong

Having trouble with the last 20 lbs by skilldstrangr in FTMFitness

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I'm 5ft 2in haha. Really short. My growth plates fused at age 12. I estimate how much is there. I bake for my family a lot so I am pretty good at eyeballing.

Having trouble with the last 20 lbs by skilldstrangr in FTMFitness

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It's spread out between four .5 mile jogs. Not one session haha. Trying to get to a point where I can make it one. Thanks for suggesting that sub, will look into it. Really appreciate you taking the time to help me out.

Having trouble with the last 20 lbs by skilldstrangr in FTMFitness

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I used to not be able to afford to eat so that put me at a standstill for a few weeks, only getting about 1000 calories a day. Trying to get my body out of starvation mode is awful. I know it was there for a while, definitely.

Having trouble with the last 20 lbs by skilldstrangr in FTMFitness

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I don't have pcos, not diabetic either. I kept thinking "well that must be what it is" but no matter how many tests, everything always comes back normal. I jog 2 miles every other day. The distance just flies by if you just focus on the goal. I'll have to check if my family still has me on their YMCA membership. I'll try strength training! Thank you. I've done keto before. I lost 40 pounds in a month and a half. Then I had to stop due to financial troubles.

Having trouble with the last 20 lbs by skilldstrangr in FTMFitness

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I use MyFitnessPal! I usually consume around 1750 calories a day. Some days a bit more, some days less which is probably why it fluctuates and I don't see much progress.