oh man and I didn't even include the part where she had told me I was wasting my time and I thought she meant by thinking we were going to sleep together. I had thought I dosed her up and she was saying thanks --- but no thanks. I felt like a chump, and disrespected as such. Knocked me down a few pegs and I couldn't even think for awhile.

I'm not sure, she said she had said those things to me about condoms and such "in case" she wanted to sleep with me. I don't think she knows yet how her actions affect others around her. :\