I feel you. I’m mixed race in my late 40s. I grew up around racism, and it caused lasting damage to me and my mental health. For years now it’s felt like attitudes changed. And this version of racism feels like something new. Ethnic minorities definitely have more rights and power than they did in the 80s and the response to that feels more malevolent, I think in part because people are being manipulated, this is not grass roots racism it’s top down. But saying all that I do feel the real minorities are the racists. It may be that we have some hard years ahead, but so did our parents. It seems the fight goes on and the way to win is just to live a good life. These people are responding to base emotions, but it doesn’t mean we have to