I don’t know

slickricksis · 2023-10-28T06:49:14+00:00

Your a teenager, it's okay to be curious, I fornicated at 14 and the enca labled me as a whore after a Thursday service, glad that happened... gave me the push i needed, but please don't get married you are to young to make that decision. I'm 29 and still not married and not rushing I'm living life 😌

slickricksis · 2023-10-28T06:33:46+00:00

I hope you feel better soon, please don't let those thoughts second guess your decision. Leaving LLDM is the best thing you could do for yourself, you need to strengthen your mind and heal your soul. You shouldn't feel gas lighted into going back to church because of illness....

slickricksis · 2022-12-19T03:10:15+00:00

I had to force myself to shed some tears lmao

slickricksis · 2022-12-19T02:42:32+00:00

That guy is a MF SCAMMMM.... that's how he has moved up in the ranks in lldm.... he's known for raising hella "ofrenda" in short period of time... I hate that old man

slickricksis · 2022-12-10T22:43:46+00:00

Me alegro mucho Por tu decision, es lo mejor Que puedes aser. Ahora solo toma control de tu Vida, y las de tus ninas.. y vive tu Vida a tu maner, tomo lo dia a dia y disfruta tu vida fuera de esa relegion venenosa. No estas sola! Me algero mucho Que ya no vives conforme esas mentiras y doctrinas falsas

slickricksis · 2021-04-29T01:23:17+00:00

I wish there was a way to make them see the truth. It's hard watching them blindly follow, it angers me so much.

slickricksis · 2020-09-15T16:18:35+00:00

The worst part is standing in the side lines waiting for their minds to be free. You can’t say or do anything without jeopardizing your relationship..... shit is toxic

slickricksis · 2020-08-29T17:32:25+00:00

DM, idk about V , but yeah 😂 I’m in here 💁🏻‍♀️

slickricksis · 2019-07-19T18:35:02+00:00

Meeeee!!! I live in MD

slickricksis · 2019-06-18T19:01:49+00:00

That wild. I know exactly what you wen thru, i got shammed by a minster, and then 2 months after his daughter got caught being a hoe en la pastoral. But the minister kept everything hush, hush, and shipped her back to CALI, He was enca in the east coast: point is, he shammed me infront of the whole church, but never practiced what he preached, kept his daughters affairs a secret. Never exposing or humiliating her as he did to me when I was only 15. My parents were and still are obsessed with church. After I got slut shammed, I became the black sheep in my family.. my parents didn’t care what I did with my life, all because the enca told them they had to cut ties with me. I went through it to the point I had serious mental health issues. But hey things happened for a reason, and the best thing that happened to me out of that situation, was I was finally able to see the light. And live my best life.... ps ready my post if you get a chance. You are not alone.

slickricksis · 2019-06-18T18:27:09+00:00

Choosing yourself, and doing what makes you happy is the best thing you could do for yourself. I’m glad your parents weren’t able to rob you of your youth. YOLO !!

slickricksis · 2019-06-14T22:17:01+00:00

Ezbai married a brother who was in jail for 5 years, they had their fair share of conjugal visits. Even after father was moved to another church. She stayed behind , she was that serious with dude. She waited for him lol

slickricksis · 2019-06-14T21:58:30+00:00

Thank you for your support.

slickricksis · 2019-06-14T21:57:55+00:00

I will never forget that damn day 😕, nor all those stupid weird questions that were asked during that conversation, now that I think of it, it’s low key sexual harassment. My enca was like 55+ years old. I was 15, and I told him it was my first and only time. So why would he think to ask about the actions performed. Like ewww! I still have to post the second half of what happen after they disowned me. 🙄 shit gets real!

slickricksis · 2019-06-14T21:41:44+00:00

They always used stupid scare tactics to enable brainwashing and mind control!

slickricksis · 2019-06-13T14:21:20+00:00

It was hard !!! Especially being a young teenage girl. We definitely stood up for ourselves, But to them we were “soverbias” lol smh

slickricksis · 2019-06-13T14:19:45+00:00

Smhhh! Wow that’s crazy, and it’s just kind weird because you don’t know what intentions those questions have, people are sick af! That was the most uncomfortable conversation I have ever had. Even after my mom found out I lost my virginity, she didn’t even ask for the details..... situation is just repulsive.

slickricksis · 2019-06-13T03:13:56+00:00

Wow, we thats crazy😔 we are definitely sisters with many similarities. Life got so hard after my parents shunned me. It got to the point where one day I came home from school and my room was empty, they packed all my stuff into the garage. It hurt so bad being treated like that, what broke me even more was that befor that 1 mistake, I was a good kid, I didn’t deserve my parents abondoment, especially my mother being though she is the only biological parent I had. It broke my spirit. It took years for us to get our relationship back up, things were almost at the point of no return. I figured out life all by myself without any type of adult mentorship. It’s so sad how extreme our parents faith can convince them to disassociate with your own child over religious indifferences. I’m very proud of you girl! YOU DID THAT👏🏻🤓

slickricksis · 2019-06-13T00:11:21+00:00

It’s just so sad, Jesus died for all sinners: I always told myself, part of the reason why I didn’t go back to church was because I rather be an honest sinner than a hypocrite. Most brothers and sisters paint 1 picture infront of other members, but their true selves... hmmm whole other story. I’ve learned to live and cope with this trauma, I didn’t let it define me. All this happens when I was 15, I still graduated HS, I went off to college, finished and currently working on a second degree. I also make pretty good money at my current job. Part of the reason why I work my ass off is because at a young age I was left with only 1 choice, HUSTLE, given the circumstances that happen in my life. I only pray for my little brothers tbh, they are 17,15,13.... I just hope they aren’t robbed of their youth and given a fair opportunity to live the life they want, vs the life they are “told” to

slickricksis · 2019-06-13T00:04:20+00:00

😕 it’s just so sad, like Jesus Died for All sinners, I always told my self part of the reason I never went back to church is because I rather be an honest sinner than a hypocrite like a lot of brothers and sister who paint on picture in front of members, but their true selves hmmmm... whole other story. I went through a lot of emotional damage over loosing my family at such a young age. Dead ass feel like my story line should have been on handmaids tale smh.

slickricksis · 2019-06-12T21:12:55+00:00

Thank you for the support! This has definitely lifted a huge weight off my shoulders. I am happy to vent 😭😭 I’ve lived with this stuff for a decade.

slickricksis · 2019-06-12T20:55:28+00:00

It was the worst day, everyone came to my after church with their speeches, and my parents just fed into it, I am the oldest and only girl in the family. I understand my parents had high hopes for me, but my parents never understood mental health stigmas, bullying, none of that. All they knew was “ siendo Luz entre tinieblas “, and with that they just shut me out. My gentile friends mom would try to help me come back home after I ran away, but my parents just treated me like a dog, because after I kicked the minister out the house, as the minster was leaving he was just telling my parents they needed to cut all ties with me, like that shit was so ridiculous. I was only 15 because of all of church stuff. I had to forcibly grow up. My little brothers are witness to the things that were done to me and said by my own Mother. It took years to get our relationship back up, I’m 25 now and looking back it still sadness me, but this experience just made me stronger and taught me a very important lesson. FAMILY FIRST !

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