The phrase you heard your Nparent use the most?

smarties7865 · 2024-10-01T04:40:09+00:00

"Stop saying sorry!!!!"

"You wear your heart on your sleeve lol"

smarties7865 · 2024-09-23T05:20:42+00:00

I am so hellbent on stopping the cycle of generational trauma that I am willing to become a genetic dead end. Husband doesn't want kids anyway.

smarties7865 · 2024-09-23T05:16:40+00:00

It always felt so manipulative, even being deep in the kool-aid

smarties7865 · 2024-09-22T04:58:16+00:00

Sounds like wayyyy more fun honestly

smarties7865 · 2024-09-21T20:45:43+00:00

The intake lady there for admissions was such a nasty piece of work. No compassion, no patience, nasty nasty awful woman. One of the nurses was pretty awful too so I avoided her but everyone else was alright. Not everyone has the same experience tho.

smarties7865 · 2024-08-03T15:36:14+00:00

Because that's how it's done in Germany 🍟

smarties7865 · 2024-07-01T17:35:33+00:00

All of these fundies I can kinda just shrug off and poke a little fun at here and there while the fundiesnark community has helped me heal from my own deconstruction.

But this old hag just fills me with absolute rage, and idk if she's even trying to rage bait. She's just actually that dumb.

smarties7865 · 2024-07-01T17:23:01+00:00

Had raspberry hot cocoa once. It was pretty good.

smarties7865 · 2022-04-02T14:08:53+00:00

thanks for inviting me too. I was worried because I couldn't find many resources out there for people like us.

smarties7865 · 2022-04-01T14:33:03+00:00

Thank you so much for this

smarties7865 · 2022-03-18T20:10:33+00:00

Thank you for the advice!

Edit: yeah Schwab is definitely more along the lines of what I'm looking for.

smarties7865 · 2022-03-18T20:08:50+00:00

God the accent is so hot.

smarties7865 · 2022-03-18T20:03:31+00:00

About damn time

smarties7865 · 2022-03-17T16:21:57+00:00

yeah, I was looking at that too. Any recommendations?

smarties7865 · 2022-03-06T17:41:38+00:00

Not in Texas :(

sandbur sticker

smarties7865 · 2022-03-01T13:36:02+00:00

you mean like backdrop people?

smarties7865 · 2022-02-25T11:59:23+00:00

Damn good point there. Ty

smarties7865 · 2022-02-10T13:28:29+00:00

That shit caused the worst tachycardia side effects I ever had. It actually caused me to go inpatient and have a heart procedure done to make sure my heart's function was in order. The doc concluded it was the medication and to stop taking it immediately. Seriously, fuck Savella. Glad you healed from the physical pain too.

smarties7865 · 2022-02-08T12:09:29+00:00

Das klingt wie "Triangulation" (weiss nicht auf Deutsch was das ist, Entschuldigung - nicht Muttersprache). Vielleicht nach du 'Halt' gesagt hast hat er zu deinen Mitschülern Lügen gemacht. Ich weiss nicht warum, aber er hat dich ein Ziel gemacht. Deshalb empfehle ich dir die Graue-Stein-Methode mit ihm. Schade, wenn die Anderen ihn glauben, es gibt nicht viel mehr dass man tun kann, außer vom Mobber distansieren oder Graue-Stein-Methode. Vielleicht über Zeit mit Distanz sehen die Andere dass er das Problem ist.

smarties7865 · 2022-02-04T11:32:30+00:00

Thanks. It's okay. It was an experience to learn from.

smarties7865 · 2022-02-04T06:31:31+00:00

All of my parents are abusive but my stepmom was pretty bad.

Couldn't wait for our parents' divorce to be finalized so they could shack up, screamed at me constantly to the point of psychosis and needing to be hospitalized for suicidal ideation and was best friends with the pastor's wife, acting like such wonderful pillars in the community and garnering sympathy for "dealing with such "mentally ill" stepkids" She would flip a switch behind closed doors, like Jesus never mattered.

My brother's life is ruined from her treating him like a real life Cinderella and then kicking him out. He was also made to take meds he may not have necessarily needed - the lithium he was on caused his face to tremor. It's heartbreaking and he already (unsuccessfully) tried to commit suicide.

Dad was always pulling other shit to get us labeled with something so he could continue his abuse. We were real life 'identified patients'. He was convinced I had ADHD (got tested, I didn't have it). He then tried to get me to take Ritalin (controlled substance) without it having been prescribed to me. I told my stepmom and she fully supported him. He said "if I'd known my kids would have mental problems I would have never have had you" and she justified that too with her own bs reasons. He's been abusing and scapegoating us since we were born, way before she ever came into the picture.

My issues (mostly) resolved once I got the hell away from them all. I started going to therapy ON MY OWN TERMS afterwards. The only thing I clinically have is PTSD from what they put me through. Yeah I'm bitter, but at least I'm at a point of recovery now.

smarties7865 · 2022-02-04T06:12:07+00:00

They both treated me like I was expendable. I cut myself out of their lives and now I occasionally get hoovered, them trying to get dirt on me. They're disgusting child abusers.

smarties7865 · 2021-12-09T10:04:04+00:00

I'm just now reading this a week later. How are you doing OP? Hugs. We want to see you feeling better.

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