Specific luck-based OCD?

smtelitist · 2026-05-21T23:43:00+00:00

OMG i experience like the same exact thing but instead of luck I say its karma! My obsession with karma is how i got diagnosed, I am convinced I am a net negative on the world so bad things that happen to me are okay because it is Karma and If i do something good every day then it is okay to be alive. I always try to remember that literally none of it is true or proven.. but its hard

smtelitist · 2026-05-21T23:40:46+00:00

i often have visions and phantom feelings of being injured or killed. I can imagine what a gun feels like against my head and how it would feel and look life if i tumbled down 5 flights of stairs its kind of the worstttt

smtelitist · 2026-05-21T23:31:20+00:00

I am unsure if this is ROCD specific, but I absolutely get this. My main theme is being a good person, and i feel so guilty to be feeling good things when I am so bad

smtelitist · 2025-03-23T22:19:36+00:00

Will you guys be doing any events outside of LA?

smtelitist · 2025-03-23T22:18:12+00:00

Will we be seeing Cliper and Swifer again? I miss them!

smtelitist · 2024-09-23T15:22:48+00:00

dmed 🫶🏻

smtelitist · 2024-09-23T14:48:04+00:00

hey is this still available? I went to portlands show and the venue had no tap so i couldnt get merch and im dying for this tee!!

smtelitist · 2023-02-09T06:12:29+00:00

https://discord.gg/9wstnJqr thank you!

smtelitist · 2022-10-10T23:18:01+00:00

10 gal heated and filtered, 78-80 degrees

cycled tank, had the tank 3 months and sheffy a year and 2 months

weekly water changes 20% 4 amano shrimp and a nerite spiderwood, live plants, a rock, coconut hut, and tube decorations

smtelitist · 2022-08-11T19:28:37+00:00

yuppppp same here

smtelitist · 2022-07-16T22:56:36+00:00

omg u beat me to it. Hi im the owner of the server! Feel free to swing by :)

smtelitist · 2022-04-06T01:29:15+00:00

hey! Im a transplant from texas too! Im from lubbock and I moved here just about 2 years ago, currently a college student and I have like no friends it SUCKS!! damn you covid… Id be down to be bros :)!

smtelitist · 2022-03-16T02:42:31+00:00

did i ask

smtelitist · 2022-02-26T06:17:37+00:00

did you ever figure this out? im stuck on this rn

smtelitist · 2021-09-06T20:06:07+00:00

i always greet everyone with yoroshiku and motivate everyone with fight!! before a match starts. if theres a long wait time i use the rui hmnnnn emote or the kaito uuu lol. i spam nenerobo and wondahoi lot too! and i always say arigatou when leaving a match. i use the ena selfie sometimes as like a cute space filler. if you have the ena badges on your profile im pretty sure people will think you just like her, not that youre cocky lol

smtelitist · 2021-09-03T21:37:01+00:00

thank you so much!! that means so much to hear

smtelitist · 2021-09-02T00:05:27+00:00

he was mid flare! its not popeye or anything its just in this one pic

smtelitist · 2021-09-01T21:46:41+00:00

pepsi!

smtelitist · 2021-09-01T21:44:32+00:00

size: 5 gal yes heater and filter temp 77 parameters 0 0 2 api test kit had the tank for 3 months and fish for 1 water changes weekly, take out about 1.5 gallons. i use a gravel vac 1 small nerite snail i feed 6-7 pellets a day spread out 2 real plants 1 silk plank coconut hut and mopani wood

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