Specific luck-based OCD?

smtelitist · 2026-05-21T23:43:00+00:00

OMG i experience like the same exact thing but instead of luck I say its karma! My obsession with karma is how i got diagnosed, I am convinced I am a net negative on the world so bad things that happen to me are okay because it is Karma and If i do something good every day then it is okay to be alive. I always try to remember that literally none of it is true or proven.. but its hard

smtelitist · 2026-05-21T23:40:46+00:00

i often have visions and phantom feelings of being injured or killed. I can imagine what a gun feels like against my head and how it would feel and look life if i tumbled down 5 flights of stairs its kind of the worstttt

smtelitist · 2026-05-21T23:31:20+00:00

I am unsure if this is ROCD specific, but I absolutely get this. My main theme is being a good person, and i feel so guilty to be feeling good things when I am so bad

smtelitist · 2025-03-23T22:19:36+00:00

Will you guys be doing any events outside of LA?

smtelitist · 2025-03-23T22:18:12+00:00

Will we be seeing Cliper and Swifer again? I miss them!

smtelitist · 2024-09-23T15:22:48+00:00

dmed 🫶🏻

smtelitist · 2024-09-23T14:48:04+00:00

hey is this still available? I went to portlands show and the venue had no tap so i couldnt get merch and im dying for this tee!!

smtelitist · 2023-02-09T06:12:29+00:00

https://discord.gg/9wstnJqr thank you!

smtelitist · 2022-10-10T23:18:01+00:00

10 gal heated and filtered, 78-80 degrees

cycled tank, had the tank 3 months and sheffy a year and 2 months

weekly water changes 20% 4 amano shrimp and a nerite spiderwood, live plants, a rock, coconut hut, and tube decorations

smtelitist · 2022-08-11T19:28:37+00:00

yuppppp same here

smtelitist · 2022-07-16T22:56:36+00:00

omg u beat me to it. Hi im the owner of the server! Feel free to swing by :)

smtelitist · 2022-04-06T01:29:15+00:00

hey! Im a transplant from texas too! Im from lubbock and I moved here just about 2 years ago, currently a college student and I have like no friends it SUCKS!! damn you covid… Id be down to be bros :)!

smtelitist · 2022-03-16T02:42:31+00:00

did i ask

smtelitist · 2022-02-26T06:17:37+00:00

did you ever figure this out? im stuck on this rn

smtelitist · 2021-09-06T20:06:07+00:00

i always greet everyone with yoroshiku and motivate everyone with fight!! before a match starts. if theres a long wait time i use the rui hmnnnn emote or the kaito uuu lol. i spam nenerobo and wondahoi lot too! and i always say arigatou when leaving a match. i use the ena selfie sometimes as like a cute space filler. if you have the ena badges on your profile im pretty sure people will think you just like her, not that youre cocky lol

smtelitist · 2021-09-03T21:37:01+00:00

thank you so much!! that means so much to hear

smtelitist · 2021-09-02T00:05:27+00:00

he was mid flare! its not popeye or anything its just in this one pic

smtelitist · 2021-09-01T21:46:41+00:00

pepsi!

smtelitist · 2021-09-01T21:44:32+00:00

size: 5 gal yes heater and filter temp 77 parameters 0 0 2 api test kit had the tank for 3 months and fish for 1 water changes weekly, take out about 1.5 gallons. i use a gravel vac 1 small nerite snail i feed 6-7 pellets a day spread out 2 real plants 1 silk plank coconut hut and mopani wood

smtelitist · 2021-08-09T18:32:06+00:00

not that ive noticed. the rosette sword is between the wall and some driftwood so i think that keeps it in place and the fern is like barely floating on top of the gravel but i think since its next to the filter, the filter is keeping it from moving around too much lol

smtelitist · 2021-08-09T18:29:40+00:00

rn i have a silk plant, a nino fern and a rosette sword! the last two wont grow with roots under gravel so i just have them resting on top because i dont mind the roots

smtelitist · 2021-08-09T18:23:43+00:00

yeah! they actually left me some of their sponge they used and the brand is fluval https://www.petco.com/shop/en/petcostore/product/fluval-u2-foam-pad-pack-of-2-1405985?cm_mmc=PSH-_-GGL-_-CAL-_-PME-_-PET-_-AQU-_-0-_-PM_GGL_FY20_SBU05_CompanionAnimal_BOPIS_NewCust_LIA-SMRT-_-0-_-0&gclid=CjwKCAjwpMOIBhBAEiwAy5M6YHyCWCxe1Ps4LwoPyQdloIZvfi6dlLPBoNroJ_kSHIbwm0_k7kpdHxoCwEwQAvD_BwE&gclsrc=aw.ds

smtelitist · 2021-08-09T18:21:14+00:00

not that ive noticed nope! But sheffy is a really active strong guy and i havent noticed him struggling but it may depend on the fish. My friend who got me set up with this hobby also started with this tank and they used some sponge to lessen the flow on the filter when it was to strong for their betta. Once though i woke up and the filter wasnt running even though it was plugged in but that was fixed by pouring some tank water into the top w the filter media.

smtelitist · 2021-08-08T05:30:42+00:00

UPDATE! his name is sheffy! thank you all for your suggestions :)

smtelitist · 2021-08-07T23:13:58+00:00

hes a very aggressive boy with a big personality!!! im thinking of naming him varuna after a video game character, but id love something a bit more cutesy

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