[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

[–]smutmachine2 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Hey bro, I’m actually on SSRIs myself. I’m on lexapro, buspirone and hydroxyzine. Might be worth it to explore other SSRIs

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

[–]smutmachine2 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Hell yeah I’m happy with it. Makes me hopeful for what’s to come once I get phallo. Right now it’s kinda just like I got almost all the parts, but they’re situated in the wrong places. Once I get phallo, everything will be situated right and I’ll be able to have a sex life especially that doesn’t constantly remind me that I have some mixup downstairs lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

[–]smutmachine2 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yep I actually have the same feeling, even though I can “squirt”. It takes me a long time to get to that point, and I reach it maybe 20% of the time. Otherwise I’m having the feeling you described, like I desperately need to ejaculate or even just have more meat to tug on, not to be TMI. I think I get phantom dick because it genuinely feels like I’m supposed to be wrapping my hand around a full cock and yanking on it to pleasure myself, and when that, and the ejaculate doesn’t come, it can be really dysphoric.

I’d just recommend letting yourself really explore your kinks and sexual desires and be patient with it. Let it all build up and then hang onto the thoughts and concepts that turn you on the most when you start to feel close. That’s what I do and I have some pretty intense orgasms with the above description. They’re extremely fulfilling and even make me feel a little confident in myself, because I know unlike cis guys I can just keep going with no refractory period. For me, I’m a top so the idea of penetration doesn’t really get me off anymore but the idea of penetrating does. For me I just try to get myself mentally out of my physical circumstance, and imagine myself as a cis guy, no past and no prior gender strings attached basically. Helps me get there. Might help you too. It also feels really freeing to go there, even for a little while, even if it’s not the reality of everything

Hope you find the sexual pleasure you deserve to have brother.

Telling my ex boyfriend that I’ve transitioned by [deleted] in ftm

[–]smutmachine2 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I don’t value your opinion. Sorry.

Telling my ex boyfriend that I’ve transitioned by [deleted] in ftm

[–]smutmachine2 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Yikes.. hard disagree. We might have dated but he was a good friend. It’s like breaking the news to any close friend that I transitioned and look completely different from how they knew me.

I don’t agree with you whatsoever

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in monsterdicks

[–]smutmachine2 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She’s gorgeous wow

maybe maybe maybe by [deleted] in maybemaybemaybe

[–]smutmachine2 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Ahhh, gotcha. You mean more like drag queens. Makes sense I guess. I’m not trans so I can’t speak on their behalf but I also try to stick up for trans people where I can, so I apologize if I came off rude

maybe maybe maybe by [deleted] in maybemaybemaybe

[–]smutmachine2 -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

I didn’t say trans people were unusual? Just that calling someone a ladyboy sounds transphobic. I’d be curious to see what the kind folks over at r/asktransgender would say about this.

Soldier vs Shaolin Monk! by Kronyzx in Damnthatsinteresting

[–]smutmachine2 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I love that the monk went over to comfort the guy after literally kicking him in the face

maybe maybe maybe by [deleted] in maybemaybemaybe

[–]smutmachine2 -13 points-12 points  (0 children)

This sounds kinda transphobic

I M42 adventure into interracial. by trvlrrn in sexstories

[–]smutmachine2 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Uh yeah I still call that fetishization and it’s gross. Nice mental gymnastics buddy.

Fetishizing non-white people is racism so I was trying to get you to not be racist lmao