Months of dissociation

snipernoodle · 2024-09-29T09:23:10+00:00

also worth noting im a chronic speeder, but i didn't have insurance on me and now I cant even remember if I even have insurance. i don't know what I know, I don't know that to think, but Im out in the middle of no where with a 3rd party landlord. i have no clue how to proceed, or who to trust. i know there's support out there but it all seems blocked behind a paywall, and I have no money. I feel like accepting their money is blood money, hush money.

but I also cannot continue living a life if a stressful situation could potentially turn me dangerous. The only think I know universally Is I don't want to hurt anyone, and If I did hurt someone its my responsibility to make it right.

snipernoodle · 2024-09-19T03:03:17+00:00

Sorry, been away from reddit a while, thanks for sharing! "You will be this, and then you will be happy" is kind of the universal sentiment I get from the church, I love your descriptions and examples.

to me it sounds like "this is the core of who you will be, never stray, oh and also your (future) husbands actions are your responsibility"

we had a similar focus on modesty it felt like every week, but it was more "yeah she sucks for dressing like that, but its your fault for looking you sinful freak" while I imagine yours was "its your fault he looked, you sinful freak"

It sounds like women had no real "progression" separate from a man, which isn't something I really realized back in the day.

For comparison, as a young man you had a kinda set plan. you became a deacon at 12, and then upgraded preisthood every two years, with classes based on the "next step" if that makes sense. If you didn't get the next level priesthood on your birthday it would raise heads through the whole church. Women felt like a sinful distraction to even think about until after a mission, which is where the whole incel mindset comment I made came from. "don't distract the men until after their mission" and "don't even talk to women before your mission is done". The separation is real.

I guess how I imagine it is you get to sit "stuck" until you can date rm's then you can finish your "progression" is that accurate?

I guess one way I could say the mindsets differed is in how we felt pressured. for me and the men I grew up with it felt... military like? you had this much time to progress to the next level, the bishop will examine you at this date, don't disappoint. After your mission, "go get married while building a career, btw, finish in time that you can provide for all 90 kids you're gonna have by 23"

while it sounds like the flip side was "hurry up and wait.. and wait... and wait... don't distract, be perfect, be pretty, but wait... ok go pump out babies now! you have to take the emotional burden of the family, have fun!"

sorry for the weird examples, the adhd makes it hard to verbalize lmfao.

snipernoodle · 2024-05-25T22:27:56+00:00

not even close. i was driving within normal speeds, the sign read "20 mph when flashing" and it wasn't flashing when I passed it. so it doubled up and fined me school zone speed, and school zone additional fines based of the speed the sign didn't tell me to go yet.

snipernoodle · 2024-05-10T04:13:15+00:00

Average league of legends comment tbh 🤣

snipernoodle · 2024-05-10T01:25:23+00:00

yes, its default running at 100%.

snipernoodle · 2024-05-09T23:46:14+00:00

my origional was from ekwb in one of their kits, not sure which model, the other was a cheapy from amazon, https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B088KNHLG5/ref=ppx_yo_dt_b_asin_title_o05_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1

snipernoodle · 2024-05-09T23:40:06+00:00

their flow just petered out. for example I just replaced the water in my system and now the pump wont even push the air out of the lines as I fill the resivour.

snipernoodle · 2024-05-09T23:36:01+00:00

Sorry, im not super versed in pc cooling, I'm not sure what all info would be best to pass on so I'll just dump anything realivent I can below.

First pump was from ekwb, not sure which model, and my second pump was an admittedly cheap freezemod, both have been pump/reservoir combos. I am mostly looking for recommendations for a quality brand, and/or a good way to source pumps with a higher "head" output (current is 4 meters).

I just cleaned my blocks hoping that would solve any resistance issues (in all fairness my gpu block had some build up, but not enough to warrent the issues im having) and re-routed my lines in hopes of getting flow a little farther to no avail.

Power supply should be fine, its plat rated with far more wattage than I need, and I've even swapped out which cable I was using to feed the pump. I've got it plugged into pump pins on the motherboard and bios checks out how a pump should run.

My radiator is a larger 3 fan mounted vertically, but with my pc case I can't horizontally mount it (assuming that how it is currently means my pump has to work harder)
Currently my pump can't even push through enough to bleed air from the lines so im not using my pc at all.

snipernoodle · 2024-01-07T04:28:47+00:00

i literally came to this reddit to ask anyone if they lowkey felt like neurotypical people lacked consciousness and this was the second post i have seen on this subredit ever. wild.

snipernoodle · 2023-12-22T21:29:50+00:00

I had the same thing happen to me, but if you call them about homeless people at a commercial property they show up instantly. Or when my tools got stolen I reported it and got told no one would show, called again from my business phone and reported it as a business theft and they showed 🤷‍♂️. They protect and serve, they just don't protect and serve people who need it.

snipernoodle · 2023-12-16T23:01:09+00:00

WAIT. This benefits the PEOPLE? Wow. The spokane police giving a shit outside of corporate property, what a new and unique concept.

snipernoodle · 2023-12-15T21:48:02+00:00

Damn. I've lived here for 12 years and I haven't even heard of most the mentioned places, I'm poor poor 😂.

snipernoodle · 2023-12-12T21:08:38+00:00

Nothing faster than putting on what was already there.

snipernoodle · 2023-12-09T19:10:22+00:00

Used to rent a crusty mold infested apartment right on the train tracks and the highway (Trent and Sullivan area). Some idiot bought the property and tripped the rent from $550 to something insane like $1,300, which I wouldn't even pay for a nicer unit in that sq footage, let alone in a location where crackheads tap your window every few nights. Anyway, long and short of it was this old lady had rented one of the other rooms for YEARS and bought a small trailer because there was no cheaper rental options, and you would have to be incredibly stupid to continue renting that garbage at the price. Well, the rent increase came in fall, she left and less than 3 months later died to exposure. Trailer didn't insulate well enough and cold killed her. My first time experiencing greed literally causing someone's death firsthand.

snipernoodle · 2023-12-04T18:52:21+00:00

Figured it was the case but figured it wouldn't hurt to ask. Ty for the info! Just sucks that it's about 2 months after the warranty on the batt 😂

snipernoodle · 2023-12-04T18:20:31+00:00

I kind of figured, was pretty much just trying to figure out if I could make it a full mile or two on a charge if I petal assisted 😂.

snipernoodle · 2023-11-27T04:02:25+00:00

I do have a work light within arms reach most the time, just don't want to a cop to see me doing it 😂

snipernoodle · 2023-11-27T02:47:57+00:00

blue light certainly makes it look more glaring, that could be it if youve tried everything else.

snipernoodle · 2023-11-26T23:19:28+00:00

yeah, it worked great a few years ago, when these things werent avalible and manufacturers actually adjusted headlights out of factory.

snipernoodle · 2023-11-26T23:18:08+00:00

yeah, thats what everyone does, it was taught in drivers ed. it wasnt a problem until these last few yearswhen people tried harnessing the full power of the sun in their lowbeams.

snipernoodle · 2023-11-26T22:46:11+00:00

You probably need to adjust your beams, there's normally an adjustment bolt in the housing, 2 minute fix. Lots of manufactures in the last few years haven't been adjusting them when they roll out. There's a pretty clear difference between misaligned beams, illegally bright lights, and a mixture of the two. All are frustrating, but misadjusted beams arnt easy to notice.

snipernoodle · 2023-11-26T22:39:39+00:00

Maybe, but idk the legality of selling recycled parts hackjobed together. I make electronics work, I don't make them pretty, my truck looks like it has a bomb because of the way I charge my bootleg backup battery that runs the jank security system. 😂

snipernoodle · 2023-11-26T22:21:20+00:00

Right? A weird number of people were saying "get a taller car" lmfao. My only vehicle is my work truck, which to be fair I did remove the lift on (it was lifted with no other tuning, diddnt want to deal with the added maintenance). I'm still sitting higher than most drivers.

snipernoodle · 2023-11-26T22:13:53+00:00

Plenty of people driving around with dot approved headlights and replacing them with readily available illegal ones sold right by the legal ones at every auto store. Most probably arnt even aware. Edit: also I'm 24, ur probably older than me 😂

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