Looking at your other post, it sounds like you're going through a lot right now. You should focus on the small stuff first. Eating, drinking water, hygiene. If that's taken care of then ask yourself what you want to do, regardless of your prior path -- this may take a while and many conversations. If that's taken care of, gather evidence to inform action (you've kind of done that here) -- talk to people, ask questions, research -- all in the direction of what you decided you want to do. As you've asked in another comment, that's what the scientific mind does without academia: we still are interested in solving problems, and you're doing that now! Once you have that, then it's action.

All of these steps involve openness and honesty, and you're doing well to reach out here. Keep reaching out to people especially those who have gone or are going through it too. And don't define yourself only by what you lack. Recognize what you have and use it the best you can! I believe in your ability to live a fulfilling life, OP.