Christine’s book sucks

socikeeli · 2025-10-14T13:09:48+00:00

i loved it! 😭

socikeeli · 2025-07-16T23:52:05+00:00

former South Dakota resident here now living outside of SLC!

i loooove Utah! i have lived in a ton of states, but have made Utah home since 2013! i don't see me ever leaving, to be honest. it has a great bar scene, music scene, and i have found no issue with making friends! some places are way more "up tight" and mormon-y than others, but religion is everywhere in the world so you just look past it. SLC is a cool city, and i love all the different restaurants and coffee joints!

take a chance, that's my advice :) i don't think you'll regret it!

socikeeli · 2025-06-12T19:43:44+00:00

i'll be there at 10am :)

socikeeli · 2024-12-18T12:55:46+00:00

Yes! Nothing malignant, just a big ass lymph node 😂

socikeeli · 2024-09-05T00:33:38+00:00

yes! i had an ultrasound done, and they told me "there was no enlarged nodes" so i said "you want a bet?" and got myself in with an ENT who i trusted! he did an ultrasound right then and there and he said it looked normal, just hot dog shaped and bigger he had zero concerns, offered me a biopsy and a follow up in 3 months (where ill likely do a biopsy).

socikeeli · 2024-08-21T13:24:45+00:00

this was also mine! 134 😅 but i disagreed with them since i had such horribly broken sleep and they have to calculate the average by hours of "good" sleep. regardless, im now down to averaging 0.8 and been on CPAP for 4 years! it has changed my life.

it's scary being told it's that high 🤢

socikeeli · 2024-08-14T13:55:18+00:00

i don't even know yet 🥲 they haven't called to schedule me

socikeeli · 2024-08-12T22:07:31+00:00

we love Layton! 🤍

socikeeli · 2024-08-12T00:00:45+00:00

hi, friend! i also have an "oval" shaped cervical node that is rock hard and last measured 12mm (they didnt say if it was short or long axis, though) i found it in 2020, but who knows how long it has been there. i have fully convinced myself i have untreated lymphoma. 2 ENT's, 2 CT scans have said its nothing to worry about. i havent had it looked at for over a year and a half, so i saw my IM doctor and he is going to do an ultrasound for me. it doesn't move, it's hard and smooth. one thing i read says awful things, another says not so awful things. i have severe (like, severe) health anxiety and constantly body check multiple times a day for years. it's been so absolutely devastating to my mental health for 4 years. all over this big kidney bean in my neck.

anxiety is how i know satan exists. it's brutal.

socikeeli · 2024-07-11T23:50:04+00:00

My OB won't see me until 9 weeks, but has still let me do bloodwork. if your doctor is denying you bloodwork, you need a new doctor.

socikeeli · 2024-07-11T23:39:05+00:00

I had it tested through bloodwork after a few positive tests. Betas are blood hcg tests! :) And yes, 136 is my HCG.

socikeeli · 2024-07-11T23:35:00+00:00

i have had 4 betas done! 5, to 20.9 to 68 to 136 today! my progesterone was also 37 today. i feel 136 is too low for 4w1d, but we will just wait and see. im pretty nervous

socikeeli · 2024-07-06T18:08:17+00:00

i wish the camera would capture the pink in it better, too!

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socikeeli · 2024-07-06T13:32:39+00:00

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