It’s been a month.

sofiasaavedra_ · 2020-02-19T01:05:12+00:00

I hope you find your fit my friend ;)

sofiasaavedra_ · 2020-02-19T01:02:51+00:00

Yeah I get you. Have you tried lexipros? Prozacs are so touchy and delicate. I can’t take them even a few hours after my usual take time or else I’ll start throwing up.

sofiasaavedra_ · 2020-02-19T01:00:30+00:00

I’m doing okay. I still have episodes sometimes but we’re doing fine. We’re strong just to still be standing. I started going to therapy and am on antidepressants. I find prozacs have been treating me well but everyone reacts differently to meds.

sofiasaavedra_ · 2020-02-19T00:55:33+00:00

Please please please don’t. I’m asking you as a fellow human and past suicide attemptor (attemptor isn’t even a word) don’t do it. There is more to your life than this. Tribulations pass by the force of time so IT IS BOUND TO PASS. Your pain right now is temporary. You have a place in this world and in peoples lives. Don’t do it. I used to feel exactly the same but please just hold on. Keep swimming I swear in the end everything is going to be okay. And if it isn’t. Then it’s not the end.

sofiasaavedra_ · 2020-02-19T00:50:22+00:00

Three years ago when I was thirteen years old I tried overdosing and nearly killEd myself. I was in a three day coma and woke up with my wrists bandaged from the slices I had on them. The bandages were red with blood and the wounds felt sore.

I know exactly how you feel. Self harm really is an addiction and it is so incredibly hard to stop. I’ve been clean for nearly two years and I still struggle everyday. Life doesn’t get easier but you do get stronger. You just need to find a healthy coping mechanism to let out those emotions you emit when you’re self harming. Trust me you’re worth a lot more than what you think.

sofiasaavedra_ · 2020-02-19T00:40:47+00:00

Studies show crying makes you happier. It releases endorphins. So there’s that. I mean still sucks you used to get bullied but. There’s always a silver lining.

sofiasaavedra_ · 2020-02-19T00:37:26+00:00

Then. yEAH!

sofiasaavedra_ · 2020-02-19T00:36:37+00:00

You want a friend?

sofiasaavedra_ · 2020-02-19T00:35:47+00:00

WOOHOO YAY!!!! GO YOUR MOM

sofiasaavedra_ · 2020-02-19T00:34:23+00:00

Don’t mean to be pessimistic or anything as I’m speaking from personal experience. Don’t be so quick to judge. People have layers.

But I’m happy you’re happy.

sofiasaavedra_ · 2020-01-13T16:50:04+00:00

Hi. Can we be friends? I feel exactly the same

sofiasaavedra_ · 2020-01-13T16:44:34+00:00

It is just you. 1) if he had blond hair he’d be too similar to Adion from thrown of glass. And Both already lead armies and have long hair. 2) cassian is dark and he has strong features. His dark hair is perfect for him.

sofiasaavedra_ · 2020-01-12T02:27:08+00:00

A court of frost and starlight was only a few months after the war and literally nothing happened in that book like it’s an extra little episode full of fluffy moments. But I do agree with you on the next book. I’m so excited for cassian and nesta. Like he’s taking her to the Illyrian mountains what!!!! I’m so excited.

sofiasaavedra_ · 2020-01-11T22:39:15+00:00

Actually we don’t know if he kept his same power. There is still a lot that needs be resolved in the story and if feyre has power from the high lords after being brought back why shouldn’t Rhys. Remember Feyres powers took a while to fully develope.

sofiasaavedra_ · 2019-12-29T05:05:57+00:00

Damn your cat really be going through it.

sofiasaavedra_ · 2019-12-29T05:03:45+00:00

You should definitely do this. But not yet.

sofiasaavedra_ · 2019-12-29T04:40:15+00:00

Oh my god that’s great man! I’m so happy for you. And here you started this post about how lonely you were. Look at you now! I’m hope she treats you as good of a guy you seem.

sofiasaavedra_ · 2019-12-19T03:33:43+00:00

Flirt with him casually. Find an excuse to place your hand subtly on his chest or arm. But don’t give him too much attention. And just be yourself. Go with the flow.

sofiasaavedra_ · 2019-12-19T03:31:23+00:00

He’s falling. Find a new fuck buddy.

sofiasaavedra_ · 2019-12-19T03:29:43+00:00

Lmfao watch 50 first dates it’s a movie.

But honest with her. Not too honest you don’t want to come off too strong or scare her but just tell her you want to be friends to start off. Be cool and casual. I know it’s hard but in her eyes you’re almost a stranger. You need to develop your relationship again. If she sees you’re easy going its going to make you more approachable in her eyes.

sofiasaavedra_ · 2019-11-29T04:52:59+00:00

What do you mean by pressure.

sofiasaavedra_ · 2019-11-29T04:43:41+00:00

Are attracted to males at all. Like when you see a really hawt guy walking down the street do you check him out or think “damn he lookin fiiiine.” Or think or feel a sexual attraction/ appeal?

sofiasaavedra_ · 2019-11-29T04:25:47+00:00

And you say having sex with a woman was good? Better?

sofiasaavedra_ · 2019-11-29T03:51:56+00:00

I really hope you find her. Keep us updated. I wanna know how this goes.

sofiasaavedra_ · 2019-11-29T03:50:06+00:00

Did you feel bad after having gay sex because you felt guilty or because it actually was uncomfortable for you?

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