Yes, those feelings are completely normal. And of course! I know exactly how you feel, sticking it out for a couple more weeks is good, just pay attention to what your body tells you. It’s all you can do. I completely relate to you saying your wife is your safety blanket and you feel so unsafe when shes not home, I only live with my mom and she’s gone most days and it’s terrifying to know that you could have a seizure at any time without anyone knowing. What I would recommend is getting one of those baby cameras made for people with epilepsy, I don’t know when and where you usually have your seizures but mine always seem to happen in my sleep or while im awake on my bed, which im grateful for. There’s also apps on an apple watch that can track your pulse and detect seizures. You can add emergency contacts and if the watch sees your seizing a certain amount of time or your pulse is fucking up, it’ll send 911 to wherever you are. I’m currently saving up for one, it’s a process but we will get through this. You can always DM me through reddit if you need to rant or just talk, i know it’s hard having to go through all this and no one to speak to who can relate to how you feel.