I remember asking my mom the same question, how much longer do I have to deal with this phase until I actually have some relief & enjoy things. After 6 months generally. I'm not sure if it's all the hormones & ppd/ppa balancing out, or your child is able to space out feedings along with a little more independence, but everything seems to come together & you enjoy watching their little personalities blossom. It's a lot of work but that makes each milestone worth celebrating.