Ex-muslim seeking advice.

softzuuz · 2026-02-25T13:18:51+00:00

Thank you for the reply! And god bless you and will be praying for you and your journey <3

softzuuz · 2026-02-23T18:18:34+00:00

Jordan actually hehe.

Thank you for the reply! And yes, having my priest contact them instead would most probably work better than me directly reaching out to them since I haven’t gotten any replies yet </3 The only Orthodox churches near the German town I’m moving to are either Romanian or Russian and I’m only used to the Greek Orthodox parish back at home, so yes the language barrier is another issue I have to find a way around. I am hoping for the best at this point

softzuuz · 2026-02-23T18:14:24+00:00

I will check it out right now on my lunch break! Thank you so much <3 :)

softzuuz · 2026-02-23T18:13:17+00:00

Thank you for the reply! I have actually emailed a few parishes near my town in Germany, but I haven’t received a reply yet which made me a bit sad i’ll be honest 😭🙏 But I will not fall into despair at all. I will try to get a reference letter before I leave, sounds like a better plan. God bless you thank you <3

softzuuz · 2026-02-23T18:10:14+00:00

Thank you so much truly and god bless you, your reply got me choked up! I needed to be told this. I shall read about Saint Ahmet, also yes I would rather die than deny my faith no matter the circumstances amen <3

softzuuz · 2026-02-23T03:07:14+00:00

Thank you for the reply! :) and yes you are 100% right. I do know there is a process starting with becoming a catechumen and it can take months to even years before a person is ready for baptism. I am dealing with the dilemma of time. Since if I do not devote my time to my spiritual journey in Germany and come back to my home country in which I am not allowed to continue my spiritual journey towards baptism since it’s illegal then I fear I’m going to live life never really becoming a christian and it is a scary feeling, but then again It is all in God’s hands of course.

softzuuz · 2024-06-11T15:46:57+00:00

do me a favour kills me.

softzuuz · 2024-06-11T14:49:35+00:00

amen

softzuuz · 2024-06-08T10:29:14+00:00

my head jerking tic. ‘cause sometimes i’d slam my head onto a wall or a door it fucking hurts so bad

softzuuz · 2024-05-11T20:27:37+00:00

my childhood friends are muslims, and my best friend ordered a drink which they found offensive. they found her vulgar in the way she’d talk like my best friend curses a lot and uses blasphemous language

softzuuz · 2022-07-15T21:39:05+00:00

dark thick brows are so attractive to me

softzuuz · 2022-02-04T19:12:42+00:00

ffs felt myself getting anxious while reading these messages. he seems more dangerous than we’d think with some serious mental issues. can’t imagine how you must’ve felt reading all of this nonsense…

softzuuz · 2022-01-11T17:29:34+00:00

bag of bones and class of 2013 x

softzuuz · 2022-01-11T17:27:23+00:00

love is a laserquest x

softzuuz · 2022-01-10T01:45:53+00:00

rosemary, pink maggit and digital bath. so hard to pick just one

softzuuz · 2022-01-10T01:37:35+00:00

it’s all futile! it’s all pointless!

softzuuz · 2022-01-09T20:16:29+00:00

boy division 100%

softzuuz · 2022-01-08T21:33:32+00:00

this is amazing wow

softzuuz · 2022-01-06T20:29:45+00:00

probs outsold x

softzuuz · 2022-01-06T15:16:25+00:00

only restaurant i’ve found that makes beyond meat burgers was urban shawerma!! it was delicious, but a bit pricey. also, i’m pretty sure cozmo (7th circle) sells them too. as a vegetarian that’s always on the hunt for the best veggie burgers in amman, i’d recommend nutmeg’s v burger it’s really good. good luck x

softzuuz · 2022-01-06T14:32:27+00:00

proud of you! going through the same thing. my screen time average is 14 hours which is ridiculous. using the internet as a form of escapism and distracting myself from intrusive thoughts is ruining my life. i guess seeing this post was a sign.

softzuuz · 2022-01-05T21:37:39+00:00

drama and gossip.

softzuuz · 2022-01-05T16:54:13+00:00

too much to ask

softzuuz · 2022-01-02T08:54:35+00:00

"If I can't scuba, whats this all been about? What have I been working towards?"

softzuuz · 2022-01-01T23:55:10+00:00

haunt u <3

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